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I haven't been updating lately because i haven't had much spare time at all. Last week I logged 50 hours. To me, this is a lot. I will say I've had a couple bad experiences but they haven't been discouraging enough to throw in the proverbial towel. If anything, they really make me feel better when things end up going well. I had expected I would enjoy explaining things such that someone goes from "I don't get this stuff at all" to "Oh, okay, that's how you do this."
I have found myself feeling nervous at odd times during the day. particularly, at night before going to sleep, and in the middle of the day between classes. But not during class. I used to have this feeling at previous jobs - I'd mostly be nervous just before work or during breaks, but not really while I was actually doing the work. I didn't have this at my last job at all, so that was good, but it's returned again. I don't think it's really having a drastic effect on my performance, usually. Maybe it's just stress.
I have found myself feeling nervous at odd times during the day. particularly, at night before going to sleep, and in the middle of the day between classes. But not during class. I used to have this feeling at previous jobs - I'd mostly be nervous just before work or during breaks, but not really while I was actually doing the work. I didn't have this at my last job at all, so that was good, but it's returned again. I don't think it's really having a drastic effect on my performance, usually. Maybe it's just stress.