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no one even reads this but oh well. i guess that's a good thing.
today i feel...weird.
like i'm irritating. or a big baby. or something.
i don't know, it sucks.
like crying for no reason. i don't even want to draw any attention to it.
i'm scared to fucking death of you leaving.
i'm so scared.
i keep pushing it away.
i feel so annoying. not good enough. too whiny or something.
and fat and ugly and unlovable. mnklfeh6yh?
fuck, i'll probably delete this.
because this sounds annoying too.
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today i feel...weird.
like i'm irritating. or a big baby. or something.
i don't know, it sucks.
like crying for no reason. i don't even want to draw any attention to it.
i'm scared to fucking death of you leaving.
i'm so scared.
i keep pushing it away.
i feel so annoying. not good enough. too whiny or something.
and fat and ugly and unlovable. mnklfeh6yh?
fuck, i'll probably delete this.
because this sounds annoying too.
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