"when it comes to livin', dying is the easy part"
I haven't touched this in nearly a year. It has been a really strange one, filled with tons of new friends (and lost friends), new loves (and lost loves), many adventures, new places, new interests, lost direction and new direction and well I don't even know how to recap it. What I do know, is right now I am in Jacksonville, Fl and I feel like I am at a place in life again where this here journal will be good for me. The last couple months have been a whirlwind of emotions. I have gone through some life changing experiences, some for the better and some I still have to work through for them to be for the better. And here I am, having moved across the country, to live a completely different seeming existence. I moved for someone, something I never saw myself doing. Although I don't really believe it was entirely for one person, I believe it was also to foster my growth to deal with new situations. There is a lot of alone time, seeing as I have no safety network of close friends or family here, and so far, other than Jeff, not too many people who share much of the same interest/social attitude. Alone time is something I can honestly say I haven't had any of in years, and I am going to have to re-learn how to not go crazy in my head. So I think I'm going to dust off the old keyboard and start working my feelings out in a tangible *shared* form again.
