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ets see .. whats new in my life .. well jennyshka came slept over on friday night .. but i had went out friday ;x i went tO this going away party yo they had madddd lQ and sOme maryy janeeeeeee rOfL it wasnt even all that .. couple peepz went around 5o or somethinq it was straight .. my qurL marissa fuQed up and tOok some depressiOn pillz befOre we picked her up for the party and drank and smOked a bLunt .. biich was like i hate my liife and i was like "listen marissa i hate my life .. as much as you dO but i aint gonna go take depressiOn pillz and drink and smOke right after ma wtf u tryna kill yOurseLf?" she didnt say anythinq and i was like "well ma yOu know that andrea is leavinq .. last time we gonna see her aand u gOnna go dO thiSz shiet?" and everybody was like its her man .. thats why she depressed .. i was like well gOt damn if my man hit me he wouldnt be here.. all im saying is that sometimes fefez think that they gonna keep the nikka by fuQin him and lettinq him hit yOu . if he hits u he doesnt respect or lOve you .. fuQ all that lOve shiet .. he dOnt lOve her menq .. and if she gets pregnant .. WHAT IS SHE GONNA DO?! and the onLy ones gonna be there for her after is her famiLy and friends .. cause we always gotta clean up marissaz messes .. especially ashley, i feLt so sorry for her because marissa was talkinq to her and ashleys like "are you trying to kill yourself? im ur best friend tell me" and marissa straight up goes "i have no best friends" that was fuQed up -=[ but fuQ it man .. marissa knOwz we here, and untiL she wants heLp we cant heLp her .. i been there done that shiet she dOin *except with the abusive man* -=[ it aint no fun .. u just end up with fuQin scars on ur wrists and ur famiLy dont trust u nO more . its just fuQed up feeL me? yeah
okay so yeah thats was friday .. on another note the friday at work was HORRIBLE!!!!!! omg imma chOke that bOSz i swear to God .. menq now she done did time sheets... we gotta put what we doing exactly what we doing, what the fiLe name is , and what folder its in .. can u fuQin beLieve this .. EVERY 15 MINUTES!!!!!!!!!!! omg @ her yO .. and we need the website dOne by wednesday or friiday or somethinq .. which is a biich cause i aint haLf finished ;x .. i just need my grandmaz interview or somethinq .. i`mma just interview my mOm fuQ all that shiet ROFL @ me .. i`mma just thrOw anythinq tOgether menq cause i really just wanna quiit now -=[ dOesnt even matter man .. i fuQin hate her .. my mOm was like "yOu not quittin .. i thought u wanted your ceLL" that shiet made me change my mind with the fuQin quiickneSz .. cause in order to get a ceLLie i need a jOb so my momz like u aint gonna get one unLeSz u have a jOb .. yay!!!!!!!!!! im gettin a ceLLie .. okay anyway my mOm went to the store for beds and furniture and shiet and we seen a daybed with a pop-up bed underneath .. its wOod like my rOom and shiet i feLL in lOve with it!!!!!! and since jennyshka * my neice * lOves sleepin over now .. she can have her own little bed, but my naLa *dog* better find another pLace to sleep cause she not sleepin in my new bed ;D .. hmmmm what else is new .. man cause i have wrote on here for a couple weeks .. oh man vaneSza and dominique brOke up and at the party jazmin *yeah that jazmin* she kissed vaneSza .. vaneSza needs to slOw down .. right after AarOn she went to dOminique and now jazmin .. yO i cant beLieve it man .. thiSz is gonna hurt her even more .. jazmin onLy 15 .. wtf does she knOw feeL me? jazmin gots lotsssssss to learn -=[ oh well i`mma be here for vaneSza no matter what .. she my sis menq .. i lOve that qurL ..
later @ 9:32 p.m
okay on another hand im tooooooooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feeL like i just lifted 1oO lbs off my shouLders .. okay well the truth is i wasnt really feeLinq michaeL i just wanted to see how it would be with him feeL me? like i dont know somethinq happened with me that i said "yes" but anyway i haven't been feeLinq him for the last coupLe weeks -=/ which isnt coo too him u knO? and it would be selfish of me tO just lead him on tellinq him u knO that i am feeLin him if im nOt .. so whatever i was talkinq to shantii and i was tellinq her how i feLt and shiet abOut michaeL and shes like break up with him .. so i was like ugh fine rOfL so we was talkinq and i was like michaeL i been feeLinq weird... hes like weird? about what? and i`m like about us .. he like for real? me tOo qurL .. and im like its like i aint feeLin this anymore .. hes like i totally understand yOu .. and i was like ahhhhhhh thank God so yeah thats the news on my love life -smh- im not ready for a relatiOnship anyway.. lOrd im so happy, u just dont knowwwwwwww omg so yeah thats my night .. i aint postin the whole conversatiOn because im not in the mOod right now .. and i`m talkinq tO my bOy jermaine on the fone so umm i guess this is it sO i`mma hOlla!!!!!!!!!!! <333333 oh and i`m puttinq a new layOut out in a minute .. as sOon as stupid aSz bOom wOrks hOlla!!!!!!
syLviaz sinqLe!!!!!!!
okay so yeah thats was friday .. on another note the friday at work was HORRIBLE!!!!!! omg imma chOke that bOSz i swear to God .. menq now she done did time sheets... we gotta put what we doing exactly what we doing, what the fiLe name is , and what folder its in .. can u fuQin beLieve this .. EVERY 15 MINUTES!!!!!!!!!!! omg @ her yO .. and we need the website dOne by wednesday or friiday or somethinq .. which is a biich cause i aint haLf finished ;x .. i just need my grandmaz interview or somethinq .. i`mma just interview my mOm fuQ all that shiet ROFL @ me .. i`mma just thrOw anythinq tOgether menq cause i really just wanna quiit now -=[ dOesnt even matter man .. i fuQin hate her .. my mOm was like "yOu not quittin .. i thought u wanted your ceLL" that shiet made me change my mind with the fuQin quiickneSz .. cause in order to get a ceLLie i need a jOb so my momz like u aint gonna get one unLeSz u have a jOb .. yay!!!!!!!!!! im gettin a ceLLie .. okay anyway my mOm went to the store for beds and furniture and shiet and we seen a daybed with a pop-up bed underneath .. its wOod like my rOom and shiet i feLL in lOve with it!!!!!! and since jennyshka * my neice * lOves sleepin over now .. she can have her own little bed, but my naLa *dog* better find another pLace to sleep cause she not sleepin in my new bed ;D .. hmmmm what else is new .. man cause i have wrote on here for a couple weeks .. oh man vaneSza and dominique brOke up and at the party jazmin *yeah that jazmin* she kissed vaneSza .. vaneSza needs to slOw down .. right after AarOn she went to dOminique and now jazmin .. yO i cant beLieve it man .. thiSz is gonna hurt her even more .. jazmin onLy 15 .. wtf does she knOw feeL me? jazmin gots lotsssssss to learn -=[ oh well i`mma be here for vaneSza no matter what .. she my sis menq .. i lOve that qurL ..
later @ 9:32 p.m
okay on another hand im tooooooooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feeL like i just lifted 1oO lbs off my shouLders .. okay well the truth is i wasnt really feeLinq michaeL i just wanted to see how it would be with him feeL me? like i dont know somethinq happened with me that i said "yes" but anyway i haven't been feeLinq him for the last coupLe weeks -=/ which isnt coo too him u knO? and it would be selfish of me tO just lead him on tellinq him u knO that i am feeLin him if im nOt .. so whatever i was talkinq to shantii and i was tellinq her how i feLt and shiet abOut michaeL and shes like break up with him .. so i was like ugh fine rOfL so we was talkinq and i was like michaeL i been feeLinq weird... hes like weird? about what? and i`m like about us .. he like for real? me tOo qurL .. and im like its like i aint feeLin this anymore .. hes like i totally understand yOu .. and i was like ahhhhhhh thank God so yeah thats the news on my love life -smh- im not ready for a relatiOnship anyway.. lOrd im so happy, u just dont knowwwwwwww omg so yeah thats my night .. i aint postin the whole conversatiOn because im not in the mOod right now .. and i`m talkinq tO my bOy jermaine on the fone so umm i guess this is it sO i`mma hOlla!!!!!!!!!!! <333333 oh and i`m puttinq a new layOut out in a minute .. as sOon as stupid aSz bOom wOrks hOlla!!!!!!
syLviaz sinqLe!!!!!!!