fuQin addicted

[thiicknezz]

oh my fuQin lOrd!!!!!!!!!!!! i`mma fuQin kiLL myseLf in a fuQin minute yO i swear tO God .. thiSz shiet aint no fuQin jOke anymOre, u see the prOblem is that i have been smOkinq for umm say 4 yearSz nOw .. 3 or 4 i thiink and sunday was the last cigarette riqht and i was like fuQ it i always have mOney left for mOre feeL me? welll nOpe didnt have mOney .. i`m fuQin gOin crazy .. i`mma buy sOme tommorow, i have tO i cant stOp nOw it fuQin hurts me .. i knO i`m wrOnq but i cant stOp its like a drug or sOmethinq and my head is a fuQin mess yO im fuQin dyinq i cant beLieve thiSz shiet .. i mean i knO thiSz shiet hurtSz my mOm and i knO i should have never started but i cant heLp it anymOre i just cant .. man i hOpe she knOwz i lOve her . i lOve u mom but i cant stOp .. its like sO fuQed up man i couldnt even go tO work tOday cause my aSz couldnt even qet up .. -smh- @ me, at least i aint nO drug addict .. iOnO weed never hit me that hard .. but cigaretteSz man them biicheSz got me right there in the heart -=/ i dont know man i wanna quitttttttt .. lemme quit talkinq about my addictiOn ROFLMFAO yallz is prolly like "thiSz biich crazy" no dOubt im crazy -=/ o wellz anyhOez!!!!! i did my qurL keetzyz journaL .. she sO damn piicky ;x i knew she would never like it, but it came out cute .. and nO she aint conceited its just her aSz loOk like a fuQin mOdeL .. and ever since her braceSz come off .. ughz even since we first met in 2nd grade tiL we graduated tOgether in 8th grade her aSz was always pretty .. SMH @ u christine ROFLMFAO ;x nah lemme quiit nah but it stiLL loOked like a cute idea feeL me? and she be takinq piictures like she a mOdeL .. -coughz- why she liike andrew i have nO idea .. qurL u are tOo cute for hISz aSz seriousLy... anyway yeah gO check that out and leave comments sO she can see hOw cute it loOkz ;D well i guess thats it .. my aSz gonna dieeeeeeeeeeee and i have to wOrk tommorow -=[ i get pizzaid on FRIDAY!!!!!!!! ;D wOot wOot .. i cant wait ;D gOnna buy me a cartOn of cigarettes ROFLMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ;x .. shhhh christine dOnt say nOthinq .. muahz eriibOdy

syLviaz addicted .. the truth hurts