Jul 11, 2010 11:17
So I went to Sara's last night to party. I had a shot of amaretto and then like two bottles of twisted tea and got pretty fucked up.
It is not even funny how bad I want to fuck Jess. Like, ridiculously bad. I would fuck her until someone's vagina falls off. Its very upsetting that I am so attracted to her, because she makes me feel like sometimes she doesn't "love" me and doesn't want me around. Its unsettling. But Idk.
I think maybe she got a little hint last night when she flipped me off and I said oh please do. Idk if she'd ever fuck a fatty like me. Who knows. Her girlfriend keeps saying she'd fuck me. Idk. I just have decided I really want to get laid. I'm done with this 7 year shit. I just don't want to get hurt.