and it finally is hitting...

[thezog]

well, this weekend was good. friday i was in bed by 9 and that was super nice. it was a long week at work, which is about to be followed by another one. but that is okay, i am really praying patience with those kids, because 15 little 3 year olds can push your buttons.

i went to east gate on thursday. it was so nice to walk into a church where i knew the rest of my world was left at the door. and i can't wait to go again on thursday. and i am so thankful that you went with me, you have no idea!

everyone moved back to school today. and it made me sad. it made me miss tlu. despite everything that goes on, i really do miss it. and i know going to aussie is going to be amazing. but it made me sad when my roomie is sad because i am not there. but i know she will have an great semester. and i really believe that aussie is where i need to go. i am so ready for a break. i want to figure out who i really am. i want to go and have such an amazing time with sydney, and come back and move on with my life. because that is what i need. i have a past that is holding me back from so many things. it is trying to steal my happniess. and i don't want that to be taken from me anymore. because i am tired. i really am.