some days you just have to smile
today was my first offical day back at work. i had work 2 days, 2 weeks ago because they needed me. but i will be working all of january. i didn't go in until noon, so i got to sleep some what late. okay, not late for me at all. when i got to work my boss pulled me into her office, and said that one of our teacher's husband had been burned badly on new year's and if i could be the sub for her class for the next 2 weeks. of course, i said yes. i will be working w the 3 1/2 year olds
m-f, 9-6, sometimes 630. I really was not expecting to be working that much because my boss told me she didn't think i would be getting my 8hrs. i am thankful for that, but pray mrs. tiny's husband gets better.
i love those kids. some days i might say different, they might drive me crazy. but today they were like it is teacher murdith (as they say it) or it is the swim teacher, followed by "where is your swimsuit". they are so cute.
i'm not even sure what i want in my life right now. i think this next semester is going to be so new. well, i know it is because i am going to be in another country for 5 months. i know while i am gone (as i have in other entires) i want to see change when i come back. right now i know i am not looking for a relationship. as much as i wish i was ready for one, i'm not. i have to figure out so much in my life. i think i'm done looking, or at that going back to old relationships because that has gotten me no where but hurt. i will let it come, when the time is right. i wanna wake up again and be ready for a new day, and when i smile for it to be a real smile. not trying to sound depressed or anything like that. i just know deep down i'm not happy like i was this time last year. and i miss it.
m-f, 9-6, sometimes 630. I really was not expecting to be working that much because my boss told me she didn't think i would be getting my 8hrs. i am thankful for that, but pray mrs. tiny's husband gets better.
i love those kids. some days i might say different, they might drive me crazy. but today they were like it is teacher murdith (as they say it) or it is the swim teacher, followed by "where is your swimsuit". they are so cute.
i'm not even sure what i want in my life right now. i think this next semester is going to be so new. well, i know it is because i am going to be in another country for 5 months. i know while i am gone (as i have in other entires) i want to see change when i come back. right now i know i am not looking for a relationship. as much as i wish i was ready for one, i'm not. i have to figure out so much in my life. i think i'm done looking, or at that going back to old relationships because that has gotten me no where but hurt. i will let it come, when the time is right. i wanna wake up again and be ready for a new day, and when i smile for it to be a real smile. not trying to sound depressed or anything like that. i just know deep down i'm not happy like i was this time last year. and i miss it.