Apr 25, 2008 21:17
Today was a good day to have off. I went and played tennis with Wayne this morning at Collier Park, it was fun, we haven't done that in like 3 years or so. Im not really ssure about what to write about right now. I had a good day yesterday, aced my communications exam and went running along the beach. I am not so excited about going to work tomorrow, I hate getting up at 3am and right now I am ust craving some sort of normal schedule. Fighting this depression is not easy, I feel confused sometimes, but I have to remember that things will turn around as long as I want them to. I just want to enjoy life. I want to make friends and keep them, and I want to better myself and grow. I want to get to know me and establish my identity, make use of my talents and learn some new ones along the way. I want to look in the mirror and love what I see, love me for me. I want to be the person everyone else seems to know and love.