looking for a reason.

Oct 08, 2006 22:07

i dont really know. i guess i never do. i dont know why i think about it so much. like why? the facts were layed out right in front of me. i accepted it. but i dont know why i cant get over the fact. it hurts. i dont know why i brought that with me. cause at one point it made me happier than anything. and i believed everything. i became vulnerable ( Read more... )

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archis_is_dead October 9 2006, 04:26:17 UTC

brabit1988 October 9 2006, 06:17:49 UTC
i guess reflection is good to an extent. but how long can we possibly live in our past? in our accomplishments? in our failures? playing the what if game is foolish because its all circular. the end is never near and the possibilities are limitless. but thats why we make decisions. that's why we succeed. that's why we fail. that's why when shit gets so confusing that your head hurts you suck it up, take a deep breath, and prop that door. open up to the new world. let the present in. we can only live in the past so long until we've caught up with our future.. and then we havent really lived at all.

and im really hypocritical in saying this because i am a terrible example. just dont turn out like me. you're better than that...

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liddle_s October 9 2006, 14:22:30 UTC
kels
all u ever need to know
is that

I LOVE U!!!

and im behind u in whatever decisions u make 100%

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madamelovely October 9 2006, 17:14:21 UTC
Kelsey
you'll do great in whatever you do

This is fact.

I miss you.

<3<3

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lil_baby_gurl24 October 11 2006, 03:38:07 UTC
ahh i felt the exact same way...about being on like a vacation, er traveling on ur own...kinda scary but fun at once...

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