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so many things have happened in the last, what, last month? i took up a police scholarship.(dont laugh.. im WARNING YOU), had this totally surreal 3 weeks with jack, made friends, i dunno.. such a multitude and myriad of events just happening all at once. didnt really have the time to write down much thoughts. but yeah. alots been happening.
i guess, with a number of events, i got to understand myself much more... for better or worse. sometimes i get disgusted at myself and sometimes i impress myself. but i think what army does is to allow for a greater elucidation and refinement in terms of character.think of it as a... 2 years character modification programme. you get to know yourself. what youre capable of and what youre not... and you see yourself react under pressure.
in other news, i've been buying graphic novels every week. its like a guilty pleasure. lol. every week i step into a book shop and buy one and devour it in about.. 1 to 2 hours. dont knwo why im saying this too.. but ill probably have a collection of them by the end of the year.
sigh. things are changing. theyre leaping forwards. i think i need a break. like really. and these three days were supposedly my break. so yeah. its over. i dont think im exaggerating when i say i think ive been sprinting like mad. time too. before i know it six months have passed. what can lie ahead of me? even my weekends just SPRINT. im more tired on weekends than normal. every moment is not wasted. every moment i must be doing something. every moment i must meet up. every moment. every moment. hahaha.. thats my mentality during book out. its kinda crazed man. lol. but what to do? time ticks on you. tick tick tick tick.
sometimes i feel like a porsche on singaporean streets. i hope you get what i mean.. but yeah. im kinda stuck. confined. although i havent ACTUALLY been confined before. but SO dont want to jinx that.
i feel like a stranger in my own house. its like my room doesnt really feel like my room. the books and computer are like "whos this dude man. and whats up with the ugly hair?". the bed just feels stiff. no one really sleeps in it.
but well. at least its up from here.
i guess, with a number of events, i got to understand myself much more... for better or worse. sometimes i get disgusted at myself and sometimes i impress myself. but i think what army does is to allow for a greater elucidation and refinement in terms of character.think of it as a... 2 years character modification programme. you get to know yourself. what youre capable of and what youre not... and you see yourself react under pressure.
in other news, i've been buying graphic novels every week. its like a guilty pleasure. lol. every week i step into a book shop and buy one and devour it in about.. 1 to 2 hours. dont knwo why im saying this too.. but ill probably have a collection of them by the end of the year.
sigh. things are changing. theyre leaping forwards. i think i need a break. like really. and these three days were supposedly my break. so yeah. its over. i dont think im exaggerating when i say i think ive been sprinting like mad. time too. before i know it six months have passed. what can lie ahead of me? even my weekends just SPRINT. im more tired on weekends than normal. every moment is not wasted. every moment i must be doing something. every moment i must meet up. every moment. every moment. hahaha.. thats my mentality during book out. its kinda crazed man. lol. but what to do? time ticks on you. tick tick tick tick.
sometimes i feel like a porsche on singaporean streets. i hope you get what i mean.. but yeah. im kinda stuck. confined. although i havent ACTUALLY been confined before. but SO dont want to jinx that.
i feel like a stranger in my own house. its like my room doesnt really feel like my room. the books and computer are like "whos this dude man. and whats up with the ugly hair?". the bed just feels stiff. no one really sleeps in it.
but well. at least its up from here.