Oct 12, 2006 12:48
The past few days can be described as. . .scary.
In retrospect, I can honestly say that I saw what laid down my two roads. I'm not a junkie, and I don't want to be. I don't want to end up where junkies end up.
Losers are people who are so afraid of not winning, that they don't even try.
I'm not a loser anymore.
I know what I want, I know I can control myself and I know I'm not going to end up living in some shitty house smoking crack. I refuse to end up like that, just gotta keep telling myself that.
I'm chosing the other path. It may not exactly end up where I want it to, but I know where the other one ends, and it's not somewhere I want to be.
Leap into the unknown, hope to find my place.
Here we are
Same old fears
Wish you were here