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[theverysleepy1]

I came home on friday. I went out to eat with cam and saw alyssa. It was pretty damn awkward. I don't know, I just have trouble talking to her still. So I texted her saying I wish we could still be friends, she said she wanted that too and that she missed me, yadda yadda, we're good.

Today cam hung out with me for a while then we went over to brandon hooper's. I sat next to alyssa and talked to her pretty much the whole time. So then when I drive home I'm sitting on my car talking to cam about how I still want to date alyssa. Because there's really not a lot of temptation at college right now, and I really miss being with her. I talk about this with a while then cam interrupts me to let me know that alyssa told her last week that she cheated on me with luke in february....

Yeh. I know.

So I just got off the phone with alyssa.

Summed up:

Chris--Did you cheat on me?
Alyssa--No. Never.
Chris--I'd forgive you if you told me you did right now, but otherwise i'll probably never talk to anyone named alyssa ever again.
Alyssa--Ok I did cheat on you with a guy from emory camp.
Chris--I heard it was luke.
Alyssa--Him too.
Chris--Well. So much for being friends.

and i've never felt this low.

Peace...