All that I feel is the realness I'm faking.
In a way, I need a change
From this burnout scene
Another time, another town
Another everything
But it's always back to you
How many times can I break till I shatter
Over the line can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
Why can't I have what I so badly want?! Why do I have to want something which was not even mine to begin with?! Because of you! I was here and I am still here. I was sitting at this same exact spot staring into the bright lights of the night trying to soothe the pain and its no different now. This time its just me. My mind is churning out the emotions of the past, haunting me as you are. Weak as I am, I won't let the exterior waver in your presence.
What I have now is temporary. Its not perfect but its a distraction nevertheless. I do have the tendency to want to figure it out, but I'm taking it as it is. No fuss. But why does it always have to be so crowded?! Sigh.
Betsey Johnson or Steve Madden?
Steve Madden or Betsey Johnson?