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Not much to update for me on the medical front. My physical therapy is on hold because I'm getting worse instead of better, so they're worried the exercises are doing it. But we just DON'T KNOW, maybe I'm just getting worse in general cause it's not just my pain that's getting worse
My Neurologist is taking me seriously now though. My Pain Doctor witnessed one of my attacks (where I struggle to breathe cause I'm in so much pain and start crying and I'm just a complete mess, it's horrible and it happens a lot) So she noted this in the system and my Neuro was able to read about it. And he basically backtracked on everything he'd said the last time I saw him (how he KNEW what I had, central pain syndrome and, sucks for you bye) now he's saying "I don't know what's going on here". He ordered two MRI's which I did get (on my pelvis and my lower back) and an EMG which I won't be able to get until July because insurance. I just turned 26 and according to the government, that means I can no longer use my parent's insurance. But I can't work, yet I don't qualify for medicade so it's a bunch of YOU'RE SO FUCKED.
Lucky for me, my dad helped (did most of the work) and got me some new insurance through the obamacare plan which I really don't qualify for either, but it won't take effect until July. It's expensive. I've applied for Disability, hoping I get it so I can help pay for the insurance, but that's a long process and it's very likely I'll be told no. I have reached the stage where they're contacting all of my doctors though, and my doctors are on my side with this.
IN NON MEDICAL NEWS. I'm replaying Final Fantasy VII cause I got an urge. I love that game so much. At the same time, I started replaying Crisis Core. I ask for this pain. BECAUSE EMULATORS ARE COOL I intend on playing Chrono Trigger next. I've never played it, but I wanna play a pixel game and it's something I've always wanted to play. I also have Final Fantasy (FF1) and Earthbound in the wings, haven't played those either
AND I AM SO EXCITED THAT FLIGHT RISING IS OPENING REGISTRATION. YA'LL HAVE NO IDEA. DRAGONS.
I'm really fortunate I have a good friend (Puck!) who gets me out of the house as often as she can. She takes me to movies a lot too, which I'm eternally grateful for. We've seen Spider-Man 2 (GREAT) Godzilla (LOVED IT) X-Men (VERY GOOD) this month and she's taking me to see Maleficent today. I've been physically low the past few days, but it's a movie, the place we go has recliners that are comfortable, I'm medicated, and I wanna try. I wanna see this movie.
Not much to update for me on the medical front. My physical therapy is on hold because I'm getting worse instead of better, so they're worried the exercises are doing it. But we just DON'T KNOW, maybe I'm just getting worse in general cause it's not just my pain that's getting worse
My Neurologist is taking me seriously now though. My Pain Doctor witnessed one of my attacks (where I struggle to breathe cause I'm in so much pain and start crying and I'm just a complete mess, it's horrible and it happens a lot) So she noted this in the system and my Neuro was able to read about it. And he basically backtracked on everything he'd said the last time I saw him (how he KNEW what I had, central pain syndrome and, sucks for you bye) now he's saying "I don't know what's going on here". He ordered two MRI's which I did get (on my pelvis and my lower back) and an EMG which I won't be able to get until July because insurance. I just turned 26 and according to the government, that means I can no longer use my parent's insurance. But I can't work, yet I don't qualify for medicade so it's a bunch of YOU'RE SO FUCKED.
Lucky for me, my dad helped (did most of the work) and got me some new insurance through the obamacare plan which I really don't qualify for either, but it won't take effect until July. It's expensive. I've applied for Disability, hoping I get it so I can help pay for the insurance, but that's a long process and it's very likely I'll be told no. I have reached the stage where they're contacting all of my doctors though, and my doctors are on my side with this.
IN NON MEDICAL NEWS. I'm replaying Final Fantasy VII cause I got an urge. I love that game so much. At the same time, I started replaying Crisis Core. I ask for this pain. BECAUSE EMULATORS ARE COOL I intend on playing Chrono Trigger next. I've never played it, but I wanna play a pixel game and it's something I've always wanted to play. I also have Final Fantasy (FF1) and Earthbound in the wings, haven't played those either
AND I AM SO EXCITED THAT FLIGHT RISING IS OPENING REGISTRATION. YA'LL HAVE NO IDEA. DRAGONS.
I'm really fortunate I have a good friend (Puck!) who gets me out of the house as often as she can. She takes me to movies a lot too, which I'm eternally grateful for. We've seen Spider-Man 2 (GREAT) Godzilla (LOVED IT) X-Men (VERY GOOD) this month and she's taking me to see Maleficent today. I've been physically low the past few days, but it's a movie, the place we go has recliners that are comfortable, I'm medicated, and I wanna try. I wanna see this movie.