Just another day today.
I've been sick for the past month nonstop. I think I made myself sick; I'm not taking care of myself physically or mentally. My heart's a little torn to see how fast this year's gone by. A year ago I was dreaming of somewhere greater. Since then, I've fallen through the cracks and barely managed to get myself back up to that point. 12 steps back, a leap forward to the starting line. That's how everything seems now.
I'm also falling in another way. Falling for something that I know I shouldn't. A trap, a demon. My lover, my reason. I know it's just young love, but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt as badly.
I'm tired of all these cliches. I don't want to be a normal teenager. No one wants to be. So I guess that means not wanting to be normal has become the normality? I'm in a slump.
Ever heard of solipsism? Look it up. Maybe you'll understand.
I'm also falling in another way. Falling for something that I know I shouldn't. A trap, a demon. My lover, my reason. I know it's just young love, but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt as badly.
I'm tired of all these cliches. I don't want to be a normal teenager. No one wants to be. So I guess that means not wanting to be normal has become the normality? I'm in a slump.
Ever heard of solipsism? Look it up. Maybe you'll understand.