Why do I always do this at 3 in the morning?
I need to stop reading the journals before bed, because I know damn well that I'll end up taking another hour before i'm done.
One day left in Guild Wars beta, Tim and I are officially psyched for when it comes out. For not having to pay it is definatly worth it. RYL beta is also coming to an end soon, around March 1st. Least I know that Zeratul is one hell of a tank. Tim needs ATI or Nvidia. Hes running slow these days. Cant touch this >:)
Finally got my reply from gamesworkshop. Freakin customer service takes 12 years to email me back. They said that the replacement part was sent in the mail. Wut. Apparently for not coming with a head, I'm only getting sent a head back. I would think an entire new model would be satisfactory, but nooo they have to be dicks. If they dont sent me a new blister, I'll give them the reply email of thanks they won't want.
I think she could be across the world, there's no escape. She's got me within her reach no matter where I go. I must be that awesome :) Phone, Im, Lj, There's just no limit to her getting in touch.
Do women always have to have plans? Of course. Then they have a backup plan. They even have a backup plan for the backup plan. Joe doesn't do plans. Not my style. I take things as they come, and deal with them when I have to. Last minute kinda person, yet lasting a very long time. So this kindof combination is quite interesting for Miss Future Plans of Justice.
Wants to go Out of State. I do...and yet, I dont. Yes, granted, we can experience new things and people, But you know that's not a permanent thing right? Wouldn't you want to stick near your friends that you grew up with? Ok, yes, I know that they say that the people you meet in college are going to be your lifelong friends. That kinda really kills you when you think about your really close friends now. High School is zooming right on by. I couldv'e sworn I was a sophmore yesterday, and yet tommorow I'm to be a senior it seems. I'm going to miss Saturday Night Trance blowin up bugs with my man ZealotGhost aka X aka Timmy Tim Tim. Everyone's gonna miss Blaze aka Darkness aka Jobey. (so many to choose) They will miss the random pissed spazzing I do when some cheatin ass thinks he's better than the rest. Gonna miss the times where Gay just happens. Where nades just fly through the air and there's no one around. How he somehow made that shot from all the way over there. How somehow your way in the sky goin 50mph and yet your now a puddle of acid on the roof of the Compound tower.
Can't say i'll miss her though. She won't let me. But wait, I feel a contradiction coming on...I miss her now. Funky Fresh. Double Contradiction. Did you know that Florida doesn't have too many good colleges? Most are the Northern ones like NY and Massachusetts. Yes, there are others, but I dont want to go too far from the ones close to me. Weather and Sunshine isn't the most important facking thing in the damn world. Id take a Freezing year in glorious white over a sunny day where I may not have a better life. You have to weigh the outcomes and judge the odds. Not an easy task of course.
So what is one to do? What is the right path to take? Hardest choice you can make in your life. So many people all expecting one thing or another of you. No matter what you do, One Will Love it, One will Hate it, One wont care, and One will think you couldv'e done better. But the point is, is to just do It how you want to. If they can put all the responsibilities of choosing their choices for yourself (even though its their choices) then you can make them your own. Vacations are mandatory from all the stress of everyday gay. I mean life.
No one has the same type of stress reliever. Mine is the nerd path, the way of the geek. Yeah, so what? Doesn't mean I don't have other hobbies. There are differences. I've always had a very imaginative childhood. If you know me well, you Know that I have an endless fascination with Aliens Versus Predator.
I saw my first movie when I was 4. That was also the first time I've ever peed my pants. Since then, i've never had more of a vivid imagination. Kinda funny when you think there are things crawling on the ceiling of your bedroom and in the hallways, but at dark as night so you dont know if its there or not. How's living with that at 4. That was my pre-religious mother's work. She's gone through quite the transformation since then. Then I saw Predator at 6. First it was the Darkness that made me spaz, especially with moving shadows. Now the damn thing made noises and you couldn't see it in the daylight. Daylight Nightmares, and Night Time horrors. WoooWeee. But there was Stransky.
Who knows him? Since Kindergarten i've known him. Only best friend ive ever til Tim came along. There's nothing we haven't gone through together. Unstoppable force was an understatement. Even now people don't understand us, and that comes with a literal translation if I had the time to explain it. I could just write A list off right now and the only few who would get it are probably the Triad of DaWeeSoo. (just made that one up, but its suitable) So I'll give you the lowdown of phrases which symbolizes terror, love, friendship, goodtimes, hardship, and a Marrakech Adventure.
"Dont Run Now"
"Domingus"
"I ashume"
"Oh Fack"
"Hass"
"Shut The..."
"Oh Skeet"
"You dont understand the Considemiality of the Situation, Mr. Arkerson"
"Mrs. Wingo"
"Mr D."
"Ms. Ameigh"
"N*g*e*" (and no we aren't damnit)
The Summer Time Mackin..
"Mackin It"
"Georgia Girl"
"Baldy"
"MAAAAA"
"R.B."
August 23rd.
Never made it to his birthday in our 11 year friendship.
Pokemon Days.
"Wanna Duel?"
"Let's Duel"
"Gay Ass"
"Fag"
"Gay"
"What the Gay" (kinda repetitive after that....)
Eckerd Days.
When Eckerd Closed.
Kay.
Buddy.
When Nathan Ruled the all the Others.
When Nathan Died.
When Ginger felt for Nathans Death.
When Ginger had to go.
Michael Schinto.
Bcardy.
"Oh My Gowd"
Eliminator Boat Duel.
Super Smash Days.
And the Set Words that Started it all...
" Da Da Da Deo "
Now I could go On, but like I said, I haven't the Time. Not one bit of it. Its already 3:30. I'm super tired. I think I need to chat with Stranskavich. Then...oo just got another critical one. "Shmee" Oh, im on another roll, who can forget, "Justice?" But things are changing. Not just the world, but everyone around us.
America is getting progressivly more aggressive and dumb. Half the nation is full of idiots. We have one leading us. North Korea is lead by a Midget with some Nuclear Boots. Russia is in shambles (still...*sigh*)
Australia has been going "Wtf Mate" for its entire period of always staying neutral. I want to move to Australia. They have no cares in the world. I want to meet Steve Irwin. He's crazy. Croiky. I'll never be a Buddhist Monk, I have to many wants. But there's a difference between Wants, Needs, and Necessity. Desire is also among those. I could go on forever. Damn, I'm on a roll tonight. But I have to stop, But believe me I really really don't want to.
I Regret Tommorow, More than Yesterday.
I still miss her, even though she will be within my touch and eyesight within the next week. She's my Lil Enigma. (I could go on...)
Love You and Also Miss you..not dearly though....
...Extremely.......and No, Im not going to a Tanning Salon.
Since when did we make a bet? She's makes things up from time to time (lots of time for that)
Good Night (fack good morning...ugh)
Cya in (as going by my usual update time span) in a couple of days.
One day left in Guild Wars beta, Tim and I are officially psyched for when it comes out. For not having to pay it is definatly worth it. RYL beta is also coming to an end soon, around March 1st. Least I know that Zeratul is one hell of a tank. Tim needs ATI or Nvidia. Hes running slow these days. Cant touch this >:)
Finally got my reply from gamesworkshop. Freakin customer service takes 12 years to email me back. They said that the replacement part was sent in the mail. Wut. Apparently for not coming with a head, I'm only getting sent a head back. I would think an entire new model would be satisfactory, but nooo they have to be dicks. If they dont sent me a new blister, I'll give them the reply email of thanks they won't want.
I think she could be across the world, there's no escape. She's got me within her reach no matter where I go. I must be that awesome :) Phone, Im, Lj, There's just no limit to her getting in touch.
Do women always have to have plans? Of course. Then they have a backup plan. They even have a backup plan for the backup plan. Joe doesn't do plans. Not my style. I take things as they come, and deal with them when I have to. Last minute kinda person, yet lasting a very long time. So this kindof combination is quite interesting for Miss Future Plans of Justice.
Wants to go Out of State. I do...and yet, I dont. Yes, granted, we can experience new things and people, But you know that's not a permanent thing right? Wouldn't you want to stick near your friends that you grew up with? Ok, yes, I know that they say that the people you meet in college are going to be your lifelong friends. That kinda really kills you when you think about your really close friends now. High School is zooming right on by. I couldv'e sworn I was a sophmore yesterday, and yet tommorow I'm to be a senior it seems. I'm going to miss Saturday Night Trance blowin up bugs with my man ZealotGhost aka X aka Timmy Tim Tim. Everyone's gonna miss Blaze aka Darkness aka Jobey. (so many to choose) They will miss the random pissed spazzing I do when some cheatin ass thinks he's better than the rest. Gonna miss the times where Gay just happens. Where nades just fly through the air and there's no one around. How he somehow made that shot from all the way over there. How somehow your way in the sky goin 50mph and yet your now a puddle of acid on the roof of the Compound tower.
Can't say i'll miss her though. She won't let me. But wait, I feel a contradiction coming on...I miss her now. Funky Fresh. Double Contradiction. Did you know that Florida doesn't have too many good colleges? Most are the Northern ones like NY and Massachusetts. Yes, there are others, but I dont want to go too far from the ones close to me. Weather and Sunshine isn't the most important facking thing in the damn world. Id take a Freezing year in glorious white over a sunny day where I may not have a better life. You have to weigh the outcomes and judge the odds. Not an easy task of course.
So what is one to do? What is the right path to take? Hardest choice you can make in your life. So many people all expecting one thing or another of you. No matter what you do, One Will Love it, One will Hate it, One wont care, and One will think you couldv'e done better. But the point is, is to just do It how you want to. If they can put all the responsibilities of choosing their choices for yourself (even though its their choices) then you can make them your own. Vacations are mandatory from all the stress of everyday gay. I mean life.
No one has the same type of stress reliever. Mine is the nerd path, the way of the geek. Yeah, so what? Doesn't mean I don't have other hobbies. There are differences. I've always had a very imaginative childhood. If you know me well, you Know that I have an endless fascination with Aliens Versus Predator.
I saw my first movie when I was 4. That was also the first time I've ever peed my pants. Since then, i've never had more of a vivid imagination. Kinda funny when you think there are things crawling on the ceiling of your bedroom and in the hallways, but at dark as night so you dont know if its there or not. How's living with that at 4. That was my pre-religious mother's work. She's gone through quite the transformation since then. Then I saw Predator at 6. First it was the Darkness that made me spaz, especially with moving shadows. Now the damn thing made noises and you couldn't see it in the daylight. Daylight Nightmares, and Night Time horrors. WoooWeee. But there was Stransky.
Who knows him? Since Kindergarten i've known him. Only best friend ive ever til Tim came along. There's nothing we haven't gone through together. Unstoppable force was an understatement. Even now people don't understand us, and that comes with a literal translation if I had the time to explain it. I could just write A list off right now and the only few who would get it are probably the Triad of DaWeeSoo. (just made that one up, but its suitable) So I'll give you the lowdown of phrases which symbolizes terror, love, friendship, goodtimes, hardship, and a Marrakech Adventure.
"Dont Run Now"
"Domingus"
"I ashume"
"Oh Fack"
"Hass"
"Shut The..."
"Oh Skeet"
"You dont understand the Considemiality of the Situation, Mr. Arkerson"
"Mrs. Wingo"
"Mr D."
"Ms. Ameigh"
"N*g*e*" (and no we aren't damnit)
The Summer Time Mackin..
"Mackin It"
"Georgia Girl"
"Baldy"
"MAAAAA"
"R.B."
August 23rd.
Never made it to his birthday in our 11 year friendship.
Pokemon Days.
"Wanna Duel?"
"Let's Duel"
"Gay Ass"
"Fag"
"Gay"
"What the Gay" (kinda repetitive after that....)
Eckerd Days.
When Eckerd Closed.
Kay.
Buddy.
When Nathan Ruled the all the Others.
When Nathan Died.
When Ginger felt for Nathans Death.
When Ginger had to go.
Michael Schinto.
Bcardy.
"Oh My Gowd"
Eliminator Boat Duel.
Super Smash Days.
And the Set Words that Started it all...
" Da Da Da Deo "
Now I could go On, but like I said, I haven't the Time. Not one bit of it. Its already 3:30. I'm super tired. I think I need to chat with Stranskavich. Then...oo just got another critical one. "Shmee" Oh, im on another roll, who can forget, "Justice?" But things are changing. Not just the world, but everyone around us.
America is getting progressivly more aggressive and dumb. Half the nation is full of idiots. We have one leading us. North Korea is lead by a Midget with some Nuclear Boots. Russia is in shambles (still...*sigh*)
Australia has been going "Wtf Mate" for its entire period of always staying neutral. I want to move to Australia. They have no cares in the world. I want to meet Steve Irwin. He's crazy. Croiky. I'll never be a Buddhist Monk, I have to many wants. But there's a difference between Wants, Needs, and Necessity. Desire is also among those. I could go on forever. Damn, I'm on a roll tonight. But I have to stop, But believe me I really really don't want to.
I Regret Tommorow, More than Yesterday.
I still miss her, even though she will be within my touch and eyesight within the next week. She's my Lil Enigma. (I could go on...)
Love You and Also Miss you..not dearly though....
...Extremely.......and No, Im not going to a Tanning Salon.
Since when did we make a bet? She's makes things up from time to time (lots of time for that)
Good Night (fack good morning...ugh)
Cya in (as going by my usual update time span) in a couple of days.