Jan 29, 2013 23:33
So I tried a work out dvd... level 1/beginner and could hardly get through it. The people who were doing it were at least 30... meaning older than me... and I was huffing and puffing and had to take breaks. Shows how NOT in shape I am.
Then one of the top schools I'd like to go to for my PhD apparently has their interviews tentatively scheduled for Feb 4th. Meaning, if that's still true, I'm not part of it.
Yay for blows to self esteem.
On the other hand, I did get offered the therapeutic staff support position (working with autistic and/or behavioral problem kids).
.... but in this case I think the bad outweighs the good.
Devastated. Crushed.... I don't think those begin to describe what I feel like.
school,
jobs,
future,
exercise