'aint it funnnn
i'am so stuffed. i went with korrina to my aunts work about three hours ago and we just got home. she works at ruth chris' steak house. we just had dessert but god was it good. yea then we ended up talking to one of the other hostess that works there. shes so nice. she has all this shit shes doing for herself. just listening to her talk about her life as of the past 6 months made me feel like a bum. granted shes 21 and has WAY more oppertunties (spl??) then me souly from the age gap, i couldnt help but feel like a total loser.
so i decided, as of right now, i'am going to stop being lazy and start working again. i'am going to james albert in the fall & going to monta vista this following school year & graduating early. i need to get a move on in this thing i so happen to call life. i have all these ambitions but i've been to lazy to see them through.
on a lighter note, i need to cut my hair again. another change in my life and therefore i need to change myself. i really need to get over that feeling. i'am gonna lose all my hair by the time i'am 25.
i was looking through this old book i used to write in a wile ago. i found this lil poem i wrote & i remembered how much i miss writing. it was so sad reading through all the shit i wrote about life back then. there was so much drama. i'am REALLY glad i dont have the same friends. the funny part about that is they always blamed the drama on me but now that we've all gone our own ways, it obvious that i'am the only one without drama in my life. i mean, i have gay shit and lots of stupid ppl bugging me but i just ignore it or them and its been working out pretty well. well besides the whole guy shit. but i dont count that cuz i cant really help that shit.
well i'am bord so heres a
1.Name: ashleeann bridgett cittell (yea i kno its a mouthful).
2.Location: costa mesa.
3.School/mascot/colors: back bay or monta vista & the rest i dont kno... 4. Zodiac sign: pisces.
5. Shoe size: 6.5.
6. Height: 5'1 1/2.
7. Eyes: baby blues.
8. Pets: dog-lady cats-cookie & black jack.
9. Siblings: none.
10. Haircolor: black.
11. Hair length: growing out. its ugly.
12. Ever dyed your hair: yea.
13. Are you good in school: in retard school, sure.
14. Do you play sports: nope.
15. Are you a night or a morning person: night.
16. Are you ticklish: yep.
17. Do you believe in God: i believe hes there but i dont think he really cares anymore.
FAVORITES
18. Store: none really.
19. Vacation: alantia, ga.
20. Ice cream flavor: mint & chip.
21. Fruit: bananas.
22. Candy: candy makes me sick.
23. Car: '67 mustange.
24. Class: english.
25. Holiday: july 4th 26. Day of the week: any day where i can party all night & sleep all day.
27. Color: green.
28. Magazine: dont read 'em.
29. Sports team: raiders (cuz i like the mascott) .
30. Month: ummmm march i guess. actually jan. i like the cold weather.
31. Animal: kittens.
32. Word: blow out (inside joke).
33. Room in your house: bedroom. thats where i'am at the most.
34. Pizza topping: hawaiian (ham & pinapple).
35. State: ga. or ny. party city!!
36. City: nyc. possibly.
37. College: cosmotology.
38. Book: ender's game.
39. Cereal: honeycomb
IN THE PAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU...
40. Had a serious talk: not really.
42. Hugged someone: yea lots of ppl. i enjoy free love.
43. Fought with a friend: not really.
44. Cried: no, but felt like it.
45. Laughed: i always laugh.
46. Made someone laugh: i believe so.
47. Bought something: starbucks.
48. Flirted with someone: ummmm probably. knowing me, yea.
49. Felt stupid: yea. every day.
50. Talked to someone you love: yea. kris my lil sluty pirate. <3
51. Missed someone: yea...kill me. i'am lame.
HAVE YOU EVER...
52. Done drugs: yea.
53. Eaten an entire box of oreos: hell no.
54. Been dumped: not by a boyfriends...
55. Had someone be unfaithful to you: story of my life.
56. Stayed home on saturday night, just because: yea when i was pissed.
57. Been in love: yea.
58. Seen the White House: nope. dont care to either.
59. Seen the Eiffel Tower: yea. twice.
60. Drank alcohol: yea.
61. Played monopoly: yea. what kinda question is that?? haha.
62. Kissed someone: hahaha yea.
63. Tried a weight loss program: nope.
64. Jumped on a trampoline: yea. i have one in my backyard.
65. Colored in a coloring book (and had fun): hell yea. i color in the lines too.
66. Had a bubble bath: not in a long time.
67. Been on a plane: yea. best form of transpertation.
68. Been on a boat: yea.
69. Been on a train: yea.
70. Been in a car accident: a few.
71. Ridden an elephant: actually yea. at the zoo. it was fun.
72. Made a web page: nope.
73. Played with Legos: yea.
74. Stayed up all night: yeah who the fuck doesnt do that.
75. Had stitches: nope.
76. Dumped someone and regretted it: yea. once.
77. Fallen asleep in class: hahah thats how i survived throughout the day.
78. Used food for something other than eating: gross, no.
79. Broken the law: hah like everyday nigger.
80. Skipped class: yea.
81. Hated yourself: sumtimes.
82. Been brokenhearted: yea.
83. Broken someone's heart: yea.
84. Wanted to kill someone: god. far to many ppl.
85. Been in a fist fight: yea.
86. Like to give hugs: yea. free love.
87. Like to walk in the rain: yea. i love to.
88. Have a job: no i need one.
89. Like someone: yea.
90. Are you picky: depends.
9. What makes you mad: little girls that are LAME fucks.
92. What do you think of Bush: FUCK BUSH!! he needs to stop trying to take our freedom away.
93. Do you like cartoons: yea. but i never watch them tho.
94. What did you do today: woke up at 11. cleaned the house wile listening to the sounds. drove to kristens. went to the gym with her & watched her work out cuz i'am a lazy ass. then i went to church, came home, changed & went to ruth chris' steak house. came home & am doing this shit.
95. Do you own a miniskirt: yea.
96. What is the farthest you have traveled: europe i think is the farthest.
97. Have you ever died: ummm i'am still alive.
98. What kind of shampoo do you use: whatever i can get.
99. How many sheets are on your bed: comfortuer.
100. Whats under your bed: a load of shit.
101. Do you like little kids: they scare me.
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT...
102. Abortion: its your choice.
103. Eating disorders: yea that sucks.
104. Rape: i kill the bastards that try.
105. Suicide: so fucking lame. thats disgusting.
106. Alcohol: cant live without it.
LOVE LIFE
107. If you could kiss anyone in the world, who would it be: o god. i dont even want to go there.
108. If you could date anyone in the world, who would it be: my pirate. <3
109. What is the biggest turn off: god theres too many.
110. What is the biggest turn on: tattoos, being in a band, & haveing "problems." kristen knows what i'am talking about.
120. Do you think love lasts forever: it could.
121. Do you want to get married: i suppose.
122. When did you wake up today: around 12. it was great.
123. Who do you want to marry: no one right now.
124. Are you going to college: ummm knowing me, nope.
125. Where do you want to live: ga. ;)
WHAT IS THE LAST:
126. Movie you rented: blues brothers. great movie.
127. Movie you bought: ummmmm. i dont remember.
128. Song you listened to: big city by dead boys. <3
129. Song you had stuck in your head: bomber by motorhead.
130. Song you sang: "i cant feel it guilt cant feel it at all..." the heart attacks
131. Person you've called: kristen. who else. <3
132. Person that called you: kristen...who else.
133. Person you talked to online: no one. i dont go on aim anymore.
134. Word you said: acting...hhahaha
135. Person you flipped off: ummmmm random person.
135. Time you were burned: i dont really burn.
yea that was really long...
kristen i love u no matter what u think. <3
& i always will