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this past week/weekend has been the best & now that its all over i dont think ive ever been more depressed in my life & its REALLY freaking me out. i cant stand it.
me & kris went to ventura on sat to go to warped tour & i figured it would be fun only cuz i could drink all i wanted cuz we had our own room & that i was gonna be with kris. well then we met this band there. this guy was a really hott 77 kid so i went up & talked to him. he ended up being in this band called the heartattacks. yea well i gave him my number & i ended up going to the after party thing cuz he called me after. so he called me at around 10.30sih and we got there about 11.45. the guy that called tuk was passed out & the other guy i met was off with sum other chick so i figured it would suck. then a few other guys from other bands started talking to us. yea then we saw two of the heartattack guys walked by so we started talking to them. they walked us back to the hotel & then the four of us went down to the beach with kris' mom. it was the best time i think ive ever had. breck was soooo fucking sweet it drove me crazy. yea so kris & dave fucked. it was funny. me & breck were just fucking being cute as hell & yea. it was fun. we didnt go back to the hotel room till about 5 and they were going to stay in our room but it got really complicated so they ended up just going back. then on the 4th i called this guy bob & he picked me up & we fucked outside on this small ass bench. it was wierd. i dont kno. i was really drunk & stoned. i had the spins so bad. its was shitty. i just miss breck. it sucks cuz he was so sweet & just down right loving & i barley kno him. they wont be home till aug from the tour & they live in gorgia but me & kris are going to visit them up there when they get back. ahhhhhh. i hate when i meet nice boys. it makes all these dip shits around here look so much worse. theres so much more that went on but yea i dont care to write it.
tuk...
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breck & dave
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