You know, It's almost funny
For about 4 years I've been trying to figure out how long it'll be until I'm gone. Until I don't have to go to school anymore. Now that I don't, and I'm "free", I keep thinking back to Freshman year when I had no idea who the Hell I was back then, or who I'd become. To Sophmore year, where I was just starting to figure it out, and accept certain things about myself. To Junior year, where I was "Settling into" my persona. And this year, where I'm comfortable with myself. You know, answered every question, checked every dark corner, every nook and cranny of my mind and really realized that this is who I am.
Not only have I found myself over these past four years, I've found other people. Friends I mean. There was a time I thought I wouldn't meet any good people to call friends, family, brothers, sisters, all of the above; and over the past four years I've met that and more.
Since the last day I've been trying to figure out how to say good-bye. Like in a poem or a rant or something, but everytime I try it doesn't come out. I tried actually writing on paper.....nothing. I wonder if I should write anything at all, and just say good-bye to people on Class night, or the Banquet.
I really don't know what to do, for the first time in a while I don't have anything to say. I'm gonna miss you guys and I really don't know how I'm gonna hold it together at Graduation, or at Class night when we have to sing the "Most likely to make you cry" song Journey in Peace. Which it actually did at the Concert Wednsday night.
I honestly don't know what I'm trying to say in this entry. I'll miss you all, and I don't know how I'm gonna get along without you. Yeah, I'll meet new people and make new friends, but they won't be YOU. I don't know, today wasn't a really well-planned out day, and I had some time to think about this shit. Hopefully my next entry will A.) Make more sense, and B.) be about more than my not wanting to leave you guys.
Here's something funny Masha said:
"I hope you don't get pulled over for DYOB.....DUB? Ohhh DWB...."
Driving While Black...Where the HELL did she get DYOB?
Masha, I love you.
Not only have I found myself over these past four years, I've found other people. Friends I mean. There was a time I thought I wouldn't meet any good people to call friends, family, brothers, sisters, all of the above; and over the past four years I've met that and more.
Since the last day I've been trying to figure out how to say good-bye. Like in a poem or a rant or something, but everytime I try it doesn't come out. I tried actually writing on paper.....nothing. I wonder if I should write anything at all, and just say good-bye to people on Class night, or the Banquet.
I really don't know what to do, for the first time in a while I don't have anything to say. I'm gonna miss you guys and I really don't know how I'm gonna hold it together at Graduation, or at Class night when we have to sing the "Most likely to make you cry" song Journey in Peace. Which it actually did at the Concert Wednsday night.
I honestly don't know what I'm trying to say in this entry. I'll miss you all, and I don't know how I'm gonna get along without you. Yeah, I'll meet new people and make new friends, but they won't be YOU. I don't know, today wasn't a really well-planned out day, and I had some time to think about this shit. Hopefully my next entry will A.) Make more sense, and B.) be about more than my not wanting to leave you guys.
Here's something funny Masha said:
"I hope you don't get pulled over for DYOB.....DUB? Ohhh DWB...."
Driving While Black...Where the HELL did she get DYOB?
Masha, I love you.