Eating ice with a spoon.
Woke up this morning less than optimistic about the day, but when I got to school, God provided me with a pick-me-up in the form of the "Breakfast Club" which meets Wednesday mornings for Bible study and once a month at the flagpole. When I got there, they were singing some songs and finishing up. I felt better.
Til I got to Economics and remembered that we had a test that I had completely forgotten about. Yea... I'm sure I didn't do great on the test, but it wasn't too bad. High C, low B, maybe...
AP Lit came and I found out there was at least one person who'd read less of Pride and Prejudice (15 pages, I was on 22). Took the test best I could... Most of it was True/False and multiple choice, so... *shrug* Sara also finally brought me the hair straightener she promised, which is exciting.
On my way down the front, enclosed-but-outside-the-school stairwell I saw the same used condom and package I had seen yesterday. Now, let me dwell on this for a minute. This really, really pisses me off. I mean, first off, you've got to be a kid between the ages of 15 and 18, more than likely not married, and even less likely to be married to another student. Now, it's bad enough that you're having sex to begin with, but then you feel the need to skip class in order to screw your girlfriend in the stairwell... There is no way that you were just going to die if you didn't get a quickie... I mean... what the heck... UGH... There are just so many thoughts that go through my mind at something like that and they are all not nice and very, very, very angry.
ANYWAY, I went to drama class and helped Marissa continue moving stuff around the loft. I got to hammer stuff today! It was exciting. I felt very "handy." Good times.
Went home for a little while, then back to school for auditions for the Crucible (Ms. Peterson asked me if I wanted to be John Proctor since I did so well reading his part for another girl while she auditioned lol). I left there and went to bowl with Justin and Freddy. Had a pretty good time. Justin is a great coach and helped my game a TON. I bowled a 126, which is what my average SHOULD be according to my first series of the season. After we left the bowling alley we all went up to the mall. I shopped while the guys sat there for a while. I got a $10 sweater from Hollister. It's cute. We walked around the mall some more for a while, then Freddy and I left so I could take him back to his car and I could go to church. He and I are still a little off, which is bugging me, but is expected and okay. Not really anything to do about it, so... *shrug* it's all good....
Got to church and wasn't feeling at all "uppity." I had a "personal evening" where I was quiet and reclusive and left a little bit early. I wrote Allie a letter, offering some unwarranted advice. I've been feeling the need to talk to her for the last few weeks, but we haven't had the chance to talk or anything, so I handed her the note and left. I hope she takes the advice to heart.
Feeling rather bleak. Actually, I don't know what the word is. Hopeless maybe... but not quite. Whatever it is, I get to feeling drastic when I'm like this. I don't like feeling drastic.
I left and went to Walmart because I heard the new Relient K song on the radio and had the urge to buy the CD because I really want it. They didn't have it, but I bought a wallet because I need on. I'm going to try it out for a few days and see if it works. I also called into 97x to vote for RK because they were on Repeat it or Delete it for the third night on a row. The guy asked me why I was voting for them then cut me off and hung up on me. :o( I liked Jesse Cage better the other night. *pouts*
I went home and here I am, about to go do my econ. homework. But first, I have a quote from Mr. Goeb from yesterday. Now, the reason it was funny was because it was taken out of context, but I found it humorous and I don't particularly care if you do, so just deal with it. "Let me give you an example of this type of business: Jarrod and Ian are partners. Jarrod is straight..."
Economics homework, then bed. Maybe by a reasonable hour tonight... Maybe I'll just do the homework in homeroom tomorrow...
Til I got to Economics and remembered that we had a test that I had completely forgotten about. Yea... I'm sure I didn't do great on the test, but it wasn't too bad. High C, low B, maybe...
AP Lit came and I found out there was at least one person who'd read less of Pride and Prejudice (15 pages, I was on 22). Took the test best I could... Most of it was True/False and multiple choice, so... *shrug* Sara also finally brought me the hair straightener she promised, which is exciting.
On my way down the front, enclosed-but-outside-the-school stairwell I saw the same used condom and package I had seen yesterday. Now, let me dwell on this for a minute. This really, really pisses me off. I mean, first off, you've got to be a kid between the ages of 15 and 18, more than likely not married, and even less likely to be married to another student. Now, it's bad enough that you're having sex to begin with, but then you feel the need to skip class in order to screw your girlfriend in the stairwell... There is no way that you were just going to die if you didn't get a quickie... I mean... what the heck... UGH... There are just so many thoughts that go through my mind at something like that and they are all not nice and very, very, very angry.
ANYWAY, I went to drama class and helped Marissa continue moving stuff around the loft. I got to hammer stuff today! It was exciting. I felt very "handy." Good times.
Went home for a little while, then back to school for auditions for the Crucible (Ms. Peterson asked me if I wanted to be John Proctor since I did so well reading his part for another girl while she auditioned lol). I left there and went to bowl with Justin and Freddy. Had a pretty good time. Justin is a great coach and helped my game a TON. I bowled a 126, which is what my average SHOULD be according to my first series of the season. After we left the bowling alley we all went up to the mall. I shopped while the guys sat there for a while. I got a $10 sweater from Hollister. It's cute. We walked around the mall some more for a while, then Freddy and I left so I could take him back to his car and I could go to church. He and I are still a little off, which is bugging me, but is expected and okay. Not really anything to do about it, so... *shrug* it's all good....
Got to church and wasn't feeling at all "uppity." I had a "personal evening" where I was quiet and reclusive and left a little bit early. I wrote Allie a letter, offering some unwarranted advice. I've been feeling the need to talk to her for the last few weeks, but we haven't had the chance to talk or anything, so I handed her the note and left. I hope she takes the advice to heart.
Feeling rather bleak. Actually, I don't know what the word is. Hopeless maybe... but not quite. Whatever it is, I get to feeling drastic when I'm like this. I don't like feeling drastic.
I left and went to Walmart because I heard the new Relient K song on the radio and had the urge to buy the CD because I really want it. They didn't have it, but I bought a wallet because I need on. I'm going to try it out for a few days and see if it works. I also called into 97x to vote for RK because they were on Repeat it or Delete it for the third night on a row. The guy asked me why I was voting for them then cut me off and hung up on me. :o( I liked Jesse Cage better the other night. *pouts*
I went home and here I am, about to go do my econ. homework. But first, I have a quote from Mr. Goeb from yesterday. Now, the reason it was funny was because it was taken out of context, but I found it humorous and I don't particularly care if you do, so just deal with it. "Let me give you an example of this type of business: Jarrod and Ian are partners. Jarrod is straight..."
Economics homework, then bed. Maybe by a reasonable hour tonight... Maybe I'll just do the homework in homeroom tomorrow...