Sep 03, 2024 04:42
It's hard to sum up how things are going because things and my mood fluctuate so very often!
I just got a 4.5 hour stretch of sleep which was highly magical. But now, Emmett has the hiccups and also just hasn't eaten much this shift and so won't go to sleep for a while. *Melty despair face.*
River is as cute as ever, but of course is a toddler who also melts down and wants to sit on top of me and Emmett while I breastfeed...
YK is a good human, doing his best but is also a human under a lot of stress so we have our arguments.
My sister is super helpful and understanding but also thinks I've agreed to move into her neighbourhood which I really don't think I can make good on.
We went to look at one house in her area and it's just so tiny for so much money, y'all. Also, her neighbourhood is so crowded and traffic-y. It's not my jam! I crave my quiet, much less swanky neighbourhood. But she and my brother-in-law are soooo helpful and it would be wonderful to live within walking distance. AH.
My favourite moment this weekend was when YK, River, Emmett and I got takeout and ate it under a tree in a parkette. Aaaah. Yummy food, sunshine (looked at from the shade), my cute family and a nice breeze? Yes, please!
So we're all still living at my mom's. We're supposed to be clearing out the house but it is very slow going. What to do with all the stuff?? It's overwhelming.
So yeah. That's a bit of a summary of things!