Hau Ruck

Sep 14, 2005 22:46

Hau Ruck = roll up your sleeves and put things back on track.

I bought the new KMFDM today. It did not disappoint. Can't wait to blast it in my car tomorrow. I want to get some artwork by Brute!, but his stuff is way too expensive and not all of it is for sale.

My stomach continues to act up. It's never been like this though. One minute I'm fine, next minute I feel like I'm being stabbed. Then I'm fine again. The meds that I have for it no longer work. I never liked taking them anyway because they turned me into a zombie.

My
horoscope: It may be time to think about some kind of evolution in your career, David, if you haven't done something about it already. No more excuses. It would be great if you could take full advantage of that college education you worked so hard for, or all the pains you went through to prepare yourself for the job market. The right job is out there for you if you, all you have to do is look hard enough. Keep your eyes open, because opportunity might be knocking at your door.
and
numeroscope: At the moment, you are undoubtedly feeling the necessity of making a new start, David. The vibrations will be encouraging to push ahead and to get out of your shell so that you can make your life evolve rapidly. In your professional life, change your ideas by proposing new projects to those you collaborate with and try to keep a great freshness and enthusiasm in all that you do. Think about and sum up the past months and get rid of any preconceived ideas that you have. This would be the moment to get into the saddle even if things seem to be rather discouraging in appearance!
for today were extremely accurate.

I was hardcore job seeking for a couple weeks and then I just gave up. It is time to take advantage of my degree and do something to help people. It's also time for a new start.

I'm extremely good at motivating other people. So why is it so hard to do the same for myself? All day I think about the things that I want to do and can't wait to punch out and get crackin'. But when I leave work, I'm wiped out. That place just sucks the life out of me.

I envision myself getting healthier. I did it before and let myself go again. I see myself doing stand up. That's just a matter of time. I will get my shot. I think about the website that I want to design. I can see it in my mind's eye and doodle some things, but I'm so sick of sitting at a computer all day that I have no desire to work on it at night.

I have to commit to things. I have to commit to myself. I have to go and go hard.

Right now, I have to go to bed.

Reminder to self - post some thoughts on NOLA.
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