The light's NOT gone, dumbarse Mary...
Trevor got me calmed down and thinking rationally again. Thank you, Trev...you're the light at the end of my tunnel and always have been, a light that will never extinguish. Ever, no matter what difficulties I ever face in this lifetime.
I swear...if I didn't have Trevor, Mandi, Jonneh, the rest of my wonderful friends, and God...I don't know where or what I'd be at this point.
Sorry for such a panicked, freaked out entry before...I thought I'd outgrown that. I edited it and placed it under a cut...it looks so embarrassing and emo now that I feel normal again. Oh well, live and learn with every day...But most of my freaking out was due to that I was terrified that here was quite an obstacle to heave myself over...I'm damn well done with obstacles that have prevented me from being with Trevor up until now, and I just...snapped the wrong way.
Funny...maybe the negative energy that Minerva seemed to be sensing was my own impending energy. Now that the crisis feelings have come and gone, she's acting perfectly normal again.
Nobody around here seems to believe that I can feel impending or occurring troubled and negative energies. D:
Damn. I feel a lot better. I may face difficulties in going north, but damn well NOTHING is going to keep me from being with Trevor. Nothing.
I swear...if I didn't have Trevor, Mandi, Jonneh, the rest of my wonderful friends, and God...I don't know where or what I'd be at this point.
Sorry for such a panicked, freaked out entry before...I thought I'd outgrown that. I edited it and placed it under a cut...it looks so embarrassing and emo now that I feel normal again. Oh well, live and learn with every day...But most of my freaking out was due to that I was terrified that here was quite an obstacle to heave myself over...I'm damn well done with obstacles that have prevented me from being with Trevor up until now, and I just...snapped the wrong way.
Funny...maybe the negative energy that Minerva seemed to be sensing was my own impending energy. Now that the crisis feelings have come and gone, she's acting perfectly normal again.
Nobody around here seems to believe that I can feel impending or occurring troubled and negative energies. D:
Damn. I feel a lot better. I may face difficulties in going north, but damn well NOTHING is going to keep me from being with Trevor. Nothing.