Hot Damn
As much of an ass as the boy was, I miss his ability to keep my neck and back from turning into gigantic balls of tension and knots. Yoga helps, but back rubs and energy work are so much better. I don't know of very many other people who do it and of course I would never just go up and ask anyone. Hell, I'd even be willing to reciprocate. But no one wants to sit still long enough for me to do anything. Some people say it just feels wierd, so I don't know if I'm doing something wrong and I don't want to hurt anyone. Lack of connection and lack of contact with people in general are getting to be kind of frustrating. Pfffffffffffffffft!