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[theshallowkiss]

"I miss you, Brenden."

He laughs.

"And why is that so funny?"

"Because...I miss you, too."

And that's how it began.
How it started all over again.

And I can quote his words forever.
But some things are supposed to be left unsaid.

So what I am going to tell you, is that is not over.
At least not until we start another chapter.
I'm not giving up on him, because where would that get him?
And where would it get me?
Where would it get us.

I love him, and i'm so close to having him back.
I'm not going to let my feelings for him fade away like everyone else seems to do.
Everyone gives up on love, but I refuse to let myself be defeated.

Brenden Barrett is amazing.
And he is my best mistake, but never a regret.
He means the world to me.
He really does.

Now I don't want to hear about all the risks in taking him back.
I don't want to hear "well Shelby it's your choice just be careful."
I don't want hear anything that will make me question what I am doing.
I just want you guys to be happy for me, because I am finally happy once again.
=]

"You're still beautiful."