"An era can be said to end when its basic illusions are exhausted." - Arthur Miller
"I'm not done with my reports, but I don't care. It is a beautiful day and I want to spend it with you! :)", I texed.
We took a long drive out to a place I been wanting to take her out to for a long time. It was a long drive and she talked about her family, her three marriage proposals, past relationships, and how Justin is like Jered Leto (and how I can't fake being dark like that to try turn her on).
That evening we were sitting by the river and she started to cry. She said, "You really love me don't you?"
"I love you sooo much and gave her a long hug."
Then she said, "We are both loosing everything. Lets come back here next weekend. Let start talking about it and really do it...Lets runaway to Europe."
I told her that before we do. I would still like to go to the VLA. And we started making plans as the stars came out. She talked about finding Jupiter and when we found it, she said that she wanted to get her first tattoo with me. "You get an infinity symbol and I'll get my ankh," she said, I told her I miss that necklace. I asked her if whatever is going on the 22nd of April, look up at the meteor showers. I'll do the same.
On the way back, she asked to take the long way. We stopped at several places, had a dinner, laughed..and argued about future arguments we will have..
"Its a new era" she said. "We can live without. Fuck money, society, religions, governments..you should not work so hard to hold on to a federal job..Irina is right, It is killing your soul"
We were listening to music full blast and this song came on. We sang a loud and when the lyrics, "Do I try too hard to make you smile? To make you smile." She squished my face! I laughed because her eyes being so big and intense. It was like a message that I try too hard and that is why I am always just friends with women.
I dropped her off an she said no affection. I got out anyway, opened her door, and she sat there with her arms out. I pulled her out and gave her the biggest hug!
I helped her carry her things in. She flashed me a big rare smile goodnight.
We took a long drive out to a place I been wanting to take her out to for a long time. It was a long drive and she talked about her family, her three marriage proposals, past relationships, and how Justin is like Jered Leto (and how I can't fake being dark like that to try turn her on).
That evening we were sitting by the river and she started to cry. She said, "You really love me don't you?"
"I love you sooo much and gave her a long hug."
Then she said, "We are both loosing everything. Lets come back here next weekend. Let start talking about it and really do it...Lets runaway to Europe."
I told her that before we do. I would still like to go to the VLA. And we started making plans as the stars came out. She talked about finding Jupiter and when we found it, she said that she wanted to get her first tattoo with me. "You get an infinity symbol and I'll get my ankh," she said, I told her I miss that necklace. I asked her if whatever is going on the 22nd of April, look up at the meteor showers. I'll do the same.
On the way back, she asked to take the long way. We stopped at several places, had a dinner, laughed..and argued about future arguments we will have..
"Its a new era" she said. "We can live without. Fuck money, society, religions, governments..you should not work so hard to hold on to a federal job..Irina is right, It is killing your soul"
We were listening to music full blast and this song came on. We sang a loud and when the lyrics, "Do I try too hard to make you smile? To make you smile." She squished my face! I laughed because her eyes being so big and intense. It was like a message that I try too hard and that is why I am always just friends with women.
I dropped her off an she said no affection. I got out anyway, opened her door, and she sat there with her arms out. I pulled her out and gave her the biggest hug!
I helped her carry her things in. She flashed me a big rare smile goodnight.