Jan 25, 2005 15:11
I guess the "i hate everyone at school" attitude faded away, and good riddance, it was making me MISERABLE! I guess i started to get kinda bratty there for a while, and relied on my "real" friends for good times. But i guess since most of them have faded off to do their own thing, i kinda had no choice. I am starting to accept my circumstances, and i am very relieved by that. I know God isn't anywhere near done with shaping me or my friends, and by no means am i comfortable in the situation i'm in, but i'm learning to trust that God has got it all under control. He knows tomorrow, and it's cool to have Him on my side to help me through it. He's got the plan, so i think i've finally realized that i need to let go of it, because i can't change what He wants for me.
Practice what you preach. simple concept, yet so hard to follow through with. Something i'm learning lately.
SOOO excited bout BELIZE!!! YAY! I'm expecting lots of change and amazing things!