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Nothing like a deep house cleaning to make you feel fabulous!
I forget how much I love having my own house.
Almost prideful.
But not quite.
I forgot how much I loved listening to music and singing...I forgot how great and happy it made me feel.
I could never clean the house in silence...it makes it fun with music.
I also wouldn't be able to do all this cleaning without my AhBahBoo here.
I'm almost done for the day...just have to finish the laundry.
Ha! Laundry is never finished it seems.
Brody has been taking off his diaper in his crib, so I've had pee and poop sheets almost for a week now.
My mouth taste like cleaning products.
I found all my old writings. I would love to go through them.
I want to start writing songs again. I want a piano...and my guitar back.
I guess my lady musicians have been sparking that urge in me. And as in lady musicians I mean Adele and Esthero. Both have amazing voices...oh such talent.
Enrique's mom, step dad, and step nephew are arriving on Saturday. I don't know if I'm excited. I never feel comfortable with other people in my house. But it does make me clean like a maniac.
I have to figure out things to do around Austin because Little Mandy (nephew) is 10...his name is little Mandy because Enrique's dad is Mandy too...or Armando.
Enrique has been finding other businesses for us to purchase since the last business pretty much fell through...the guy hasn't talked to us in a few weeks, isn't answering his phone or responding to emails. Pretty much shady bad business.
It's been stressful, but we've managed to find businesses that make a ton more than the other one.
We might not have to move out of this house pending the sale of another property we own.
Crossing my fingers hoping that the market won't be so bad.
Oi being "grown up" sucks!
The stress levels in the house have been pretty stagnant for the most part. Which is a total difference from the past two weeks when it was just insanely flowing in and out of this house.
We are starting to get to the root of our problems. Or our hurt rather.
Constant epiphanies that one of us hasn't acted upon.
But the work will begin very soon.
We are blessed to have each other.
And blessed to have a beautiful son.
I feel fat though. Huge. I think I might have a problem. I don't see what others claim to see...a shrinking body?
Bah, I think it's all talk.
I'm trying my hardest to work on my body but it seems to have plateaued.
Well, granted I haven't had the time or energy to workout everyday, but I'm sticking to my diet.
Well, not a diet, but a reformation of my eating habits. Healthier and wiser eating habits.
I'm more in tune with my body's needs rather than my brains cravings as of recent.
It feels like a great accomplishment but I still don't see the results.
I stop eating after 5 pm. I have cereal for breakfast and a cup of coffee with a splash of soy milk. Maybe a few bites of a protein bar and a K2O water. I might have a light lunch. And then a big dinner around 3:30-5 pm, depending on the current schedule of the day.
So far so good...only in the reforming of habits...not so much on weight loss.
Bah, maybe one day I'll be happy with my body again.
Aye I'm done for now
I forget how much I love having my own house.
Almost prideful.
But not quite.
I forgot how much I loved listening to music and singing...I forgot how great and happy it made me feel.
I could never clean the house in silence...it makes it fun with music.
I also wouldn't be able to do all this cleaning without my AhBahBoo here.
I'm almost done for the day...just have to finish the laundry.
Ha! Laundry is never finished it seems.
Brody has been taking off his diaper in his crib, so I've had pee and poop sheets almost for a week now.
My mouth taste like cleaning products.
I found all my old writings. I would love to go through them.
I want to start writing songs again. I want a piano...and my guitar back.
I guess my lady musicians have been sparking that urge in me. And as in lady musicians I mean Adele and Esthero. Both have amazing voices...oh such talent.
Enrique's mom, step dad, and step nephew are arriving on Saturday. I don't know if I'm excited. I never feel comfortable with other people in my house. But it does make me clean like a maniac.
I have to figure out things to do around Austin because Little Mandy (nephew) is 10...his name is little Mandy because Enrique's dad is Mandy too...or Armando.
Enrique has been finding other businesses for us to purchase since the last business pretty much fell through...the guy hasn't talked to us in a few weeks, isn't answering his phone or responding to emails. Pretty much shady bad business.
It's been stressful, but we've managed to find businesses that make a ton more than the other one.
We might not have to move out of this house pending the sale of another property we own.
Crossing my fingers hoping that the market won't be so bad.
Oi being "grown up" sucks!
The stress levels in the house have been pretty stagnant for the most part. Which is a total difference from the past two weeks when it was just insanely flowing in and out of this house.
We are starting to get to the root of our problems. Or our hurt rather.
Constant epiphanies that one of us hasn't acted upon.
But the work will begin very soon.
We are blessed to have each other.
And blessed to have a beautiful son.
I feel fat though. Huge. I think I might have a problem. I don't see what others claim to see...a shrinking body?
Bah, I think it's all talk.
I'm trying my hardest to work on my body but it seems to have plateaued.
Well, granted I haven't had the time or energy to workout everyday, but I'm sticking to my diet.
Well, not a diet, but a reformation of my eating habits. Healthier and wiser eating habits.
I'm more in tune with my body's needs rather than my brains cravings as of recent.
It feels like a great accomplishment but I still don't see the results.
I stop eating after 5 pm. I have cereal for breakfast and a cup of coffee with a splash of soy milk. Maybe a few bites of a protein bar and a K2O water. I might have a light lunch. And then a big dinner around 3:30-5 pm, depending on the current schedule of the day.
So far so good...only in the reforming of habits...not so much on weight loss.
Bah, maybe one day I'll be happy with my body again.
Aye I'm done for now