Title: Baby Blue: Part 5: Chapter 1
Pairing: JunDa
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 1572
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction, and only the words are mine.
Summary: They knew that moving forward would be hard, but with each hurdle the happiness they deserve seems further and further away.
A/N: In celebration of Taguchi's birthday, I decided that it's finally time to start posting the final installment. Updates will be quite slow as I struggle to find time/motivation to write these days but I'm determined to see this through to the end.
A/N 2: Regarding recent events, I've made a decision to keep Koki in this story. My main reasoning being that I've already broken canon by keeping him in it past the date that he left on, and a particular plot point that will be coming up soon, wouldn't be very realistic without him. There was a perfect opportunity for me to write him out of it at the beginning of this chapter, but I just didn't want to and I'm sorry to anyone that disagrees with me keeping him as part of the group.
April 3rd 2015
A year is a long time, a lot can happen in a year. For KAT-TUN there had been three singles, an album, a tour and another 3-month long run of their own variety show. For Ueda himself it had felt like an even busier year, he'd seen the weddings of two of his close friends, the birth of his sister's second child and the natural deaths of three of his retrievers.
But by far the most surprising development of the year had involved not him, but his his best friend. Nakamaru had, for the last nine months been in a serious relationship. The woman in question, Mariko, was a non-celebrity, and rather perfectly for Nakamaru, a curator at the Yushukan military museum. Nakamaru had dragged him along twice that summer more for the purpose of seeing Mariko than the exhibit itself.
Ueda hadn't been with him when Nakamaru actually plucked up the courage to talk to her, but it seemed they'd hit it off right away and within a few weeks they were dating.
Ueda sat on the sofa, rubbing at Choco's wiry old head as Nakamaru wandered around the room, picking up stuffed animals and jigsaw pieces. “Do you ever think about having one of your own?” Ueda asked curiosly.
Maru paused, a slightly startled look on his face as he pondered the pink elephant in his hand. “I think three is already quite enough.” The afore mentioned three were Mariko's chilren, two girls and a boy, all under ten. Their father had passed away, Ueda had been told, three years ago while on the job as a fire-fighter.
It gave Ueda a lot to think about. Maru had been so mature and gentle about the whole situation, he'd been as good a father figure to them as he could be in his naivety and he'd never once said a bad word against raising someone else's children.
Ueda wondered what might have been if he'd have been so gracious the previous year, if he'd been as understanding when his boyfriend's pregnant ex had shown up on the doorstep. He let out a sigh and shook his head, ignoring the silly smile on Maru's face as he seemed to look through that little elephant and back into some memory.
It didn't matter how he'd acted, however selfish and stupid he had been, none of it mattered because Taguchi loved him, they'd forgiven each other whatever hurts they'd caused and they were together.
Taguchi was waiting at his kitchen table when he returned, he stood up and let his magazine fall shut in favour of pulling Ueda into his arms “Did you have a nice day with Yucchi?” he asked, lips pressed against Ueda's forehead.
“Mmm.” Ueda hummed, everything else seeping out of his mind in favour of the sensation of Taguchi all around him. “He said you have to call him about that survival thing or something...” he continued before the message had chance to seep away too.
“Later.” Taguchi hummed back, his arms wrapping tighter around Ueda's shoulders until Ueda could feel the deep rise and fall of his chest.
He felt like he'd never get used to it, the excitement Taguchi's body stirred inside him, the way his strong arms simultaneously comforted him and awakened something deep inside, desire perhaps, hunger, desperation.
He gasped softly as Taguchi's lips drifted down his temple and Taguchi's body moved away enough for him to bend and meet Ueda's lips with his own, barely a kiss, more a brush of lips, but it was enough to have Ueda's opening, a silent plea for more.
No more words were needed as Taguchi gently edged him backwards, kissing him gently the whole time, further and further until Ueda's bedroom door swung shut behind them.
Taguchi reahed for his shirt, pulling it slowly up, prying their lips apart only long enough for the thin cotton to pass between them and onto the floor. Then their lips were back together, long slow drags that did nothing to satiate Ueda's desire as Taguchi's hands dropped to unfasten his trousers.
When they dropped to the floor, Taguchi followed with them, leaving Ueda's mouth entirely too quickly, but there was no room in his mind for complaint when the those lips appeared again, kissing across his stomach and down towards the waistband of his boxers.
The sensation made him squirm, the cool air tickling against the wet patches left in the wake of Taguchi's lips and tongue, setting fire to them.
“Junno.” he whined when the younger made no move to travel lower, despite Ueda's more than obvious desire to have him there. Taguchi chuckled throatily in response but he moved down all the same, mouthing at Ueda's erection through the cotton of his underwear. He couldn't help a surprised moan when lips turned to teeth, the scraping just the right side of wrong through the material and he had to hold out a hand to steady himself on Taguchi's shoulder.
Taguchi let out a contented hum and let go of him, pulling himself up to his feet and tugging off his own clothes before edging Ueda back towards the bed, where Ueda lay down compliantly.
He shuffled back into the middle of the bed and watched eagerly as Taguchi peeled his boxers off him, his hands running back up his naked legs and over his hips to the smooth muscle of his abs. His sharp inhale caused his stomach to dip and Taguchi's hand followed the curve of it, a quiet groan sounding in his throat.
“Junno...” he whined again, his voice softer, needier and Taguchi looked up at him, smiling in that 'cat that got the cream' way Ueda loves.
“You're beautiful.” Taguchi answered eventually, his eyes flitting down Ueda's body, drinking in his nakedness, his excitement, while all Ueda could do was lay and wait, watching as Taguchi lowered his head to kiss teasing trails along his thighs.
He waited as patiently as he could, but he knew from experience that Taguchi could quite easily drag it out for hours, kissing what must be every square inch of his body, but after three busy days of work, Ueda was ready for something more.
He reached out to the side himself, knocking his alarm clock and picture frame or two from the night stand in his search for the lube he kept there, ready for moments such as these. “Don't tease” he pouted as he threw the tube in Taguchi's direction, but the smirk he received in response said nothing other than challenge accepted.
There wasn't much he could complain about, they did have all evening after all, it was just that Ueda was too impatient, and more notably too aroused, to just lay and relax as Taguchi eased his fingers slowly inside, one after the other.
He bucked his hips back against the intruding digits as best he could, but Taguchi was expecting it and slowed his pace in response until Ueda was whining in frustration, ready to reach down and take his cock in hand himself.
“Ok baby.” Taguchi conceded eventually, taking the time to thrust his three fingers just a few more times, and then he was moving up, his lips attaching to Ueda to muffle the relieved moan as he pressed himself inside.
Ueda let out a long, low groan as Taguchi pushed all the way in, pausing for a few moments when his hips met Ueda's thighs and then Ueda sucked in a breath as he drew all the way back out again.
He opened his eyes to stare his displeasure at Taguchi, but the younger man just chuckled and pushed in quickly, stealing the breath from Ueda's lungs.
Taguchi's own groan echoed out in the silent room and Ueda smiled, hitching his legs up a little further and then complying as Taguchi pulled one of them over his shoulder, thrusting harder.
Ueda cried out in pleasure at the angle, but the sound of barking dogs silenced him and he had to bite into his own arm at the next thrust, muffling his moans. He felt like he could finish from just Taguchi's cock alone, but impatience and need took over him and he shoved his free hand quickly down between them, stroking himself in time with Taguchi's quick thrusts.
“Junno.” he gasped out in warning, clenching his eyes closed and biting into his arm again to muffle his noises as, too soon, he spilled forcefully over his fingers.
Taguchi moaned with him, more breathily and then when Ueda's body began to tremble he released his leg, letting it fall back to the bed before nudging Ueda's arm away from his face to kiss him again.
Ueda flicked his tongue out lazily against Taguchi's, pulling more moans into his mouth from Taguchi's until finally Taguchi spluttered out a gasp and fused their mouths together, his body rocking with his orgasm.
“I've missed you.” Taguchi murmured into his temple, peppering kisses down his face as he slid out of Ueda's body. Ueda stretched out, sated, and hummed in agreement, wriggling a little at the feeling of Taguchi's release inside him.
“Stay tonight.” Ueda whispered back. “I've missed you too.”
Taguchi chuckled softly as he rolled away and out of bed, but Ueda was already mostly asleep by the time he returned from the toilet, slotting in beside him and cuddling up close.
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And so the final part begins. I've written the first couple of chapters but I'll probably hold them back a little incase I don't have time to write much more before Christmas.