college, pt. 2
so the 85% bumped up to 100% and now I'm going there! in exactly five weeks and one day at 8:00 in the morning, I will be moving into my dorm. I'm really really trying to be optimistic. everyone is trying to tell me what major I should pick and what classes I should take to fulfill that major and whether or not I should keep a job while at school and what stuff, if any, I should bring to satisfy the sharing etiquette of living with roommates. yes, I have three. in one room. freshman year is going to be interesting. I hope I don't lose it.
I'm slowly starting to fall out of like with my friends. it just happened from not planning anything after graduation and now I don't know if I want to remedy things before being shipped off to school or not. why should I care what they're doing when I'm trying to start my life over? but what will I do when I come home on breaks and there's no one around? I can text until oblivion but what good will that do if it's just small talk? it seems kind of futile. but I kind of want to have friends in the meantime, if at all possible. do I have to make an effort? I suppose I should. a couple of us are seeing HP in two days, that's enough right? I can't bring myself to bring everyone together if they just hate each other as it is now, anyway.
on the plus side, though, I just updated my Netflix queue. it is quite possibly the best feeling in the world. and I just ordered Chinese food. my night is about to get a whole lot more exciting.
I'm slowly starting to fall out of like with my friends. it just happened from not planning anything after graduation and now I don't know if I want to remedy things before being shipped off to school or not. why should I care what they're doing when I'm trying to start my life over? but what will I do when I come home on breaks and there's no one around? I can text until oblivion but what good will that do if it's just small talk? it seems kind of futile. but I kind of want to have friends in the meantime, if at all possible. do I have to make an effort? I suppose I should. a couple of us are seeing HP in two days, that's enough right? I can't bring myself to bring everyone together if they just hate each other as it is now, anyway.
on the plus side, though, I just updated my Netflix queue. it is quite possibly the best feeling in the world. and I just ordered Chinese food. my night is about to get a whole lot more exciting.