college

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college. it's so stressful and I haven't even chosen where I want to go yet. maybe that is what's holding me back. so far I'm between two: about 85%/15%. my mom wants me to go for the 15% school because they're giving me money and the other isn't. I threatened her with me just giving up and going to community college, thus bugging her and living at home for the next two years. I have to make up my mind and send in the deposit in exactly a week. I haven't even gotten past being in my last spring break as a public school student, let alone have to worry about starting college in four months.

I turn 18 on Thursday so I guess something will happen between now and then. oh man.