and then sometimes i feel...
that im wasting everyone's time and energy and i don't have anything to offer and can't get anything right...not good enough and why the hell am I even still breathing and taking away precious air...and those type of thoughts tell me i need to see a pyschiatrist asap because i can't get myself out of this with thoughts like that...i screamed into my pillow the day before yesterday over and over, i wanted to punch something but i just screamed...