It has always been a struggle to fit into this world.  I've never felt I fit, never get it right.

Facing my own failures and ineptitudes is a hard mirror to constantly look into.  Harder when life repeatedly thrusts the mirror in your face.

How does one handle mistakes and inadequacies, especially when they result into triggers that cause ( Read more... )

Wow....yes...it's been a long while since I've updated, so what's up in the life of the Saj?

I. Recent events -

darkpool was up with me for the past week. It was very wonderful having her by my side day after day. We planted a flower garden in my front yard together. And while I was away at work she painted my house. She arrived late Friday and ( Read more... )