Fuck Everything
I hate my poker game. I meant the game I have on my Mac, but I think I hate my game in general. I suck. I can never win. That computer game is fucking impossible. The fact that I'm abysmally terrible contributes to that in some way. Seriously, you can make 10 great moves in a row, but one bad one knocks you out of the game.
I'm trying to control my temper after getting fucked at the poker table, but it's not going so well. I can't help it - I can't stand losing, especially if it's the result of me making a retarted mistake. If I get a bad beat, as I see it, that means I suck and I wasn't meant to win.
I think Billy, of all people, might have a better game than me right now.
I promise I won't slug anybody on Saturday night. Someone remind me of that.
I'm trying to control my temper after getting fucked at the poker table, but it's not going so well. I can't help it - I can't stand losing, especially if it's the result of me making a retarted mistake. If I get a bad beat, as I see it, that means I suck and I wasn't meant to win.
I think Billy, of all people, might have a better game than me right now.
I promise I won't slug anybody on Saturday night. Someone remind me of that.