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Uhg it is summer finally, so I have time to take care of myself, but my dumb insomnia is back. When I slept over Alexis' house, I woke up every 15 minutes for about 7 hours and then just sat up wide awake. The next night I took more melatonin supplements and some drowsy allergy stuff, but I couldn't sleep and all these things kept waking me up. My dumb brother's alarm went of TWICE around 5 AM and he only stayed here one night! and then flew across the country. Last night I came home after a lovely night out with Alexis, Tara, and Alex around 12:30 and instead of trying to get ready for sleep I sat and nearly painted my entire room. I was just like "I'll just paint a little bit more. Just this part here.." and I would paint the entire door with my teeny tiny paint brush. I'm a freak. Yesterday I woke up, went to the dentist, and then had a huge lunch in media. I basically didn't eat for the rest of the day because I wasn't hungry, but after 12 AM I did get hungry. But I was painting so I didn't want to go downstairs for food. I took more sleep supplements. It was nearly 4 AM when I finally got to sleep and I kept waking up. Then around 11 AM I was awoken from such a lovely dream by Geneva telling me to take her out and buy her lunch. So I don't know what I'm doing today...
I have pedophilia SO BAD though. Really I have such a big crush. I need a life. or a boy.
I have pedophilia SO BAD though. Really I have such a big crush. I need a life. or a boy.