deja vu
I have the same feeling for some reason that I recognize all too well. This is not the first time this has happened but I am hoping that it is the last. I don't know why I allowed it to happen, but I did and I'm sorry for it now. I just feel awful. I feel like I don't know what to do. Like I should kick a wall, throw something, anything. I feel like a coward but at the same time.....I know that's not exactly it.
I wonder why I let it get to me. And how it can still make me feel so defeated.
I don't know why I let this happen. I don't know why I didn't listen.
But it's over now, it has to be. It's done.
I wonder why I let it get to me. And how it can still make me feel so defeated.
I don't know why I let this happen. I don't know why I didn't listen.
But it's over now, it has to be. It's done.