So tired that I couldn't even sleep
The dreams are back. They started the other night. I wake up crying, and I remebered from before how Nick told me I could call him when this happened. But I couldn't. He's having his own bad dreams. Okay that part of it, but mostly, he would want to know what I was dreaming about maybe. And I can't tell him. I'm scared it would make the dream real. The dreams before were better, at least at the end of them I was dead, no one knew the truth. I don't know, I thought I was getting better, I was happy and things were going well. I guess he was right, I'll see him even when he isn't here.
Nick thinks that theres a reason that we're having dreams all at the same time. Thats always a possibility. Stranger things have happened around here. He mentioned something about talking to Xander about it. He asked everyone in the band if they were having dreams and they are too. I don't know what they're dreaming about, but I hope it's nothing like this.
Jake somehow got roped into helping Summer and her husband move this weekend and asked if we could help too. I guess the more people that help the faster stuff like that goes. Nick said if I wanted too we could help. He's not over the whole GPA thing with Summer. I mean I don't know Summer that well but, theres no harm in helping her out. It's a good way to keep my mind off things.
Just like going to the Bronze tonight. I'm gonna watch Nick play, gonna forget everything for a while. Thinking is a bad thing, just as bad as sleeping.
Nick thinks that theres a reason that we're having dreams all at the same time. Thats always a possibility. Stranger things have happened around here. He mentioned something about talking to Xander about it. He asked everyone in the band if they were having dreams and they are too. I don't know what they're dreaming about, but I hope it's nothing like this.
Jake somehow got roped into helping Summer and her husband move this weekend and asked if we could help too. I guess the more people that help the faster stuff like that goes. Nick said if I wanted too we could help. He's not over the whole GPA thing with Summer. I mean I don't know Summer that well but, theres no harm in helping her out. It's a good way to keep my mind off things.
Just like going to the Bronze tonight. I'm gonna watch Nick play, gonna forget everything for a while. Thinking is a bad thing, just as bad as sleeping.