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Have I mentioned lately, how much my life sucks? The last weekend of summer and the only thing I have been able to leave the house for is church and work. I'm going crazy with this so today I am bending the rules a bit. I told Momma that Anya was having a huge Labor Day sale and that I would have to work late. I'm going to try and find Nick, I really want, need to talk to him.
I can't stand going to church. Beside the fact that I'm sure I have made the rumor mills cause the way they keep looking at me. They are all just so clueless about everything that goes on around here. How many people have to die before they would get a clue that all isn't right with this place. I just hate going anymore.
Willow snuck me a book. She even highlighted it with different colors and made me color coordinated notes. I have been trying out some of the spells. I have a 50/50 success rate. Who knows I get stuck in the house any longer I may be able to improve that.
School has been alright. I think I may be caught up on the work I missed while I was out. I have had nothing better to do. The detention thing is half over. One week left then its just 2 more Saturdays then my school penance is up. I am so glad to have choir. Stafs is awesome. I don't know how I could stand being in there if I didn't have that. I think he might even give me a solo in the first concert.
Nick is still going on those stupid patrols with amber and Marcus and Jake. Every morning I wake up wondering if I am going to go to school and find him not there cause he was hurt or killed. My stomach hurts and I am barely sleeping again. My head keeps churning, wondering what he is doing and if he is safe. I just understand why he or any of them is doing this. Amber is a slayer and she has Buffy and them looking out for her. People you know more...qualified to be looking out for her. I just don't want to loose him.
I can't stand going to church. Beside the fact that I'm sure I have made the rumor mills cause the way they keep looking at me. They are all just so clueless about everything that goes on around here. How many people have to die before they would get a clue that all isn't right with this place. I just hate going anymore.
Willow snuck me a book. She even highlighted it with different colors and made me color coordinated notes. I have been trying out some of the spells. I have a 50/50 success rate. Who knows I get stuck in the house any longer I may be able to improve that.
School has been alright. I think I may be caught up on the work I missed while I was out. I have had nothing better to do. The detention thing is half over. One week left then its just 2 more Saturdays then my school penance is up. I am so glad to have choir. Stafs is awesome. I don't know how I could stand being in there if I didn't have that. I think he might even give me a solo in the first concert.
Nick is still going on those stupid patrols with amber and Marcus and Jake. Every morning I wake up wondering if I am going to go to school and find him not there cause he was hurt or killed. My stomach hurts and I am barely sleeping again. My head keeps churning, wondering what he is doing and if he is safe. I just understand why he or any of them is doing this. Amber is a slayer and she has Buffy and them looking out for her. People you know more...qualified to be looking out for her. I just don't want to loose him.