Dec 05, 2010 23:56
These past few months have been the most astounding period of my life and these past 30 days have been the most exhilarating and terrifying days of that period. And counting. I literally have everything I ever wanted and none of it is what I expected. So, I am trying to stop analyzing, dissecting, decoding and in short, everything that I am genetically and environmentally programmed to do and just experience this concept that some people describe as happiness. All I can say is that, true to my morbid (and selfish) nature, this would be a good time for my heart to peter out on me because I simply cannot imagine how my life could get better than this.
I owe more to my friends than will ever be described in my autobiography, biographies or last will and testament.