Told you I'll be here forever said Ill always be a friend took an oath Ima stick it out till the end
I feel like its 3 years of hard work down the drain, to a huge surprise, and it's so hard to deal with. Like I thought I was okay, but then I get really frustrated sometimes, and I'm thinking senior year will now suck. I wanted it really bad, and I don't know what happened. Especially EVERYONES reactions and expectations. I feel like I let everyone around me down, not to mention my own self. But the night of 6.12 helped, and I guess we'll just have to take his "well I don't really have any advice for you." Sigh.
School's done. Finals are here. Not really enjoying it. Camera broke. Got a new one. All is well in the land of traveling to Europe.
Social life isn't really up to par. It's really upsetting. I feel left out of so much these days, I can't even talk to people. It's horrible. But, I just put the happy face on; pretend to be friends with people who don't exactly care for me.
Yeah. This entry is over. Probably update after Spain, but I don't know.
This is what the weather's like.
School's done. Finals are here. Not really enjoying it. Camera broke. Got a new one. All is well in the land of traveling to Europe.
Social life isn't really up to par. It's really upsetting. I feel left out of so much these days, I can't even talk to people. It's horrible. But, I just put the happy face on; pretend to be friends with people who don't exactly care for me.
Yeah. This entry is over. Probably update after Spain, but I don't know.
This is what the weather's like.