"You must be true to your heart."
Up and down and up and down.
I want you to make up your mind.
So I hate when I get excited for marching band, then it gets canceled, like i have NOTHING to do now! Except flip out about the section leader stuff due tomorrow/massive retarded drum major shit. Like seriously, this audition is retarded. No one's ever had to do this in the past. Sigh. Districts piece. Kicking my ass. What else...History project? No freaking comment. I don't even know what else. I don't even care about much anymore. It's so horrible. MCAS was a joke. I need to get paid. Working tomorrow. I don't even care. Yet again. I want it all to be over. 27 Dresses....still making me cry.
[-41] - Who was the last person you yelled at?: michael
[-40] - Who was the last person you kissed?: Tim
[-39] - What was the last memorable book you read?: The last Harry Potter...I don't read much
[-38] - When did you last dance?: today?
[-37] - Whats the last thing you want to hear from your parents? uh leave?
[-36] - When did you last go for a walk in the park?: Sunday
[-35] - When did you last do your ironing?: never
[-34] - When was the last time you smiled all day?i dont know remember
[-33] - What color socks do you normally wear?: wahtever comesout of the drawer
[-32] - Have you ever attended a private school?: no
[-31] - Do you like stuffed animals?: Yea
[-30] - Have you ever smashed pumpkins?: idk
[-29] - Do you read labels when shopping for food?: Sometimes
[-28] - Can you quote Shakespeare?: To be, or not to be. That is the question. <--Jen said that. And I thought it was funny.
[-27] - Do you like playing baseball?: not really
[-26] - Are you a neat freak?:I can be
[-25] - What is the worst injury you have ever given someone?: who knows.
[-24] - Do you ever eat lemons plain?: no
[-23] - Have you ever fired a gun?: Nerf gun.
[-22] - Do you own any knee-high boots?: in hte process of getting rid of htem
[-21] - Are you attached to extreme people?: huh?
[-20] - Do you like swimming in lakes?: its fine
[-19] - Have you ever streaked at a football game or any other public event?: Nope.
[-18] - What is you favorite gemstone?: i dont know.
[-17] - Have you gone on many blind dates?: No
[-16] - Has someone done something extra nice for you?: Yes.
[-15] - Did you have a crush on any of your teachers?: Not MINE
[-14] - Have you ever been lost in a bad part of a city?: yes
[-13] - Would you rather have a mint or fruit flavored gum?: depends on my mood
[-12] - Do you have road rage? sometimes.
[-11] - Have you ever eaten grass?: yes
[-10] - Do you ever eat food right out of cans or jars?: i have
[-9] - Has your mind ever gone blank?: Yes.
[-8] - Have you ever met anyone interesting at the laundry mat?: no
[-7] - Do you have recurring dreams?: idk
[-6] - Are you kind?: I try to be
[-5] - Would you give a needy person the shirt off your back?: maybe
[-4] - Do you have any Beanie Babies?: Loads.
[-3] - Would you rather be hot or cold?: Hot because then you can go swimming.
[-2] - Is the glass half full, or half empty?: i drank it. so its all the way empty
[-1] - Do you exercise or work regularly?: no
[0] - Could you kill if your life was threatened?: Maybe
STILL can't wait.
Baby I knew at once
That you were meant for me
Deep in my soul I know
That I'm your destiny
Though you're unsure
Why fight the tide
Don't think so much
Let your heart decide
Someone you know is on your side
Can set you free
I can do that for you
If you believe in me
Why second-guess
What feels so right
Just trust your heart
And you'll see the light
I want you to make up your mind.
So I hate when I get excited for marching band, then it gets canceled, like i have NOTHING to do now! Except flip out about the section leader stuff due tomorrow/massive retarded drum major shit. Like seriously, this audition is retarded. No one's ever had to do this in the past. Sigh. Districts piece. Kicking my ass. What else...History project? No freaking comment. I don't even know what else. I don't even care about much anymore. It's so horrible. MCAS was a joke. I need to get paid. Working tomorrow. I don't even care. Yet again. I want it all to be over. 27 Dresses....still making me cry.
[-41] - Who was the last person you yelled at?: michael
[-40] - Who was the last person you kissed?: Tim
[-39] - What was the last memorable book you read?: The last Harry Potter...I don't read much
[-38] - When did you last dance?: today?
[-37] - Whats the last thing you want to hear from your parents? uh leave?
[-36] - When did you last go for a walk in the park?: Sunday
[-35] - When did you last do your ironing?: never
[-34] - When was the last time you smiled all day?i dont know remember
[-33] - What color socks do you normally wear?: wahtever comesout of the drawer
[-32] - Have you ever attended a private school?: no
[-31] - Do you like stuffed animals?: Yea
[-30] - Have you ever smashed pumpkins?: idk
[-29] - Do you read labels when shopping for food?: Sometimes
[-28] - Can you quote Shakespeare?: To be, or not to be. That is the question. <--Jen said that. And I thought it was funny.
[-27] - Do you like playing baseball?: not really
[-26] - Are you a neat freak?:I can be
[-25] - What is the worst injury you have ever given someone?: who knows.
[-24] - Do you ever eat lemons plain?: no
[-23] - Have you ever fired a gun?: Nerf gun.
[-22] - Do you own any knee-high boots?: in hte process of getting rid of htem
[-21] - Are you attached to extreme people?: huh?
[-20] - Do you like swimming in lakes?: its fine
[-19] - Have you ever streaked at a football game or any other public event?: Nope.
[-18] - What is you favorite gemstone?: i dont know.
[-17] - Have you gone on many blind dates?: No
[-16] - Has someone done something extra nice for you?: Yes.
[-15] - Did you have a crush on any of your teachers?: Not MINE
[-14] - Have you ever been lost in a bad part of a city?: yes
[-13] - Would you rather have a mint or fruit flavored gum?: depends on my mood
[-12] - Do you have road rage? sometimes.
[-11] - Have you ever eaten grass?: yes
[-10] - Do you ever eat food right out of cans or jars?: i have
[-9] - Has your mind ever gone blank?: Yes.
[-8] - Have you ever met anyone interesting at the laundry mat?: no
[-7] - Do you have recurring dreams?: idk
[-6] - Are you kind?: I try to be
[-5] - Would you give a needy person the shirt off your back?: maybe
[-4] - Do you have any Beanie Babies?: Loads.
[-3] - Would you rather be hot or cold?: Hot because then you can go swimming.
[-2] - Is the glass half full, or half empty?: i drank it. so its all the way empty
[-1] - Do you exercise or work regularly?: no
[0] - Could you kill if your life was threatened?: Maybe
STILL can't wait.
Baby I knew at once
That you were meant for me
Deep in my soul I know
That I'm your destiny
Though you're unsure
Why fight the tide
Don't think so much
Let your heart decide
Someone you know is on your side
Can set you free
I can do that for you
If you believe in me
Why second-guess
What feels so right
Just trust your heart
And you'll see the light