in re me
So the update, that I got really sick over thanksgiving break and had to stay home an extra week. The long story is that it was really bad digestive crap. The thing was that I have something wrong and best guess is that it is possibly something wrong with the gallbladder and the plan is possibly to chop the sucker out over Christmas break. I am grateful that my advisor helped out over this
But being sick, and feeling bad and tired, when all the rest of the world seems well. There exists this thing that I had never experienced, never when I was sick with a flu or a stomach virus or anything simple. And it is deep envy at everyone who feels well. Look at them on television and they all feel perfect. There is a commercial for the iPod with figures dancing and I had such deep anger that they danced and they could do that. How do they feel that good? I had forgotten.
Yesterday, I felt very well. Today, I don't, but I'm doing okay now. That is the brief update.
But being sick, and feeling bad and tired, when all the rest of the world seems well. There exists this thing that I had never experienced, never when I was sick with a flu or a stomach virus or anything simple. And it is deep envy at everyone who feels well. Look at them on television and they all feel perfect. There is a commercial for the iPod with figures dancing and I had such deep anger that they danced and they could do that. How do they feel that good? I had forgotten.
Yesterday, I felt very well. Today, I don't, but I'm doing okay now. That is the brief update.