I don't know what I want to say...
But I feel the need to say something. There's someone calling me tonight; someone I haven't spoken with before. It could be a spirit guide. I had a reiki attunement Sunday in preparation to become a "practitioner" and I saw a spirit guide I hadn't seen before. He's a grandfather in the sense that he has lived before, but probably not related to this life's me...unless I have relatives out west I don't know about.
The energy isn't quite right though... it's someone else who's nervous and unsure... lord, couldn't that be a lot of people? I feel you as a heaviness in my gut, a quivering there and a presence at my left shoulder...although that could be the spirit shrouded in black the reader told me has been with me for some time...
It could be that Mom's finally moving away and ready to go. God, I wish it was her. I hate to see her suffer so; even when the brain breaks down and slowly dies there's a core piece that watches and knows what's happening long after we think it's possible. It's someone sad, scared or anxious... young/younger...
Whoever you are, don't be afraid, especially not of me. I can't and won't hurt you. I don't know what you want from me, but all I can do is help in a small way.
(oh, baby, I do love you) Someone's dieing tonight... I'm here for you, baby.
The energy isn't quite right though... it's someone else who's nervous and unsure... lord, couldn't that be a lot of people? I feel you as a heaviness in my gut, a quivering there and a presence at my left shoulder...although that could be the spirit shrouded in black the reader told me has been with me for some time...
It could be that Mom's finally moving away and ready to go. God, I wish it was her. I hate to see her suffer so; even when the brain breaks down and slowly dies there's a core piece that watches and knows what's happening long after we think it's possible. It's someone sad, scared or anxious... young/younger...
Whoever you are, don't be afraid, especially not of me. I can't and won't hurt you. I don't know what you want from me, but all I can do is help in a small way.
(oh, baby, I do love you) Someone's dieing tonight... I'm here for you, baby.