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i don't think i've ever been this uncomfortable in a relationship before.
i hate saying that, too.
my father told me that when i meet the right girl, "i'll know". not sure whether to trust that one or not, in this day and age. the day my father met my mother, he told his friend that he was going to marry her.
i'm not even trying to start on the topic of marriage, but i just feel so weird right now. i haven't been in a real relationship in about a year and a half. maybe i'm just rusty. i don't know. it just doesn't feel right, and i hate leading people on.
why in god's name have i never listened to dave matthews?
in other news, i start watkins in four days. i'm actually pretty nervous. i also found out today that i'm already almost $10,000 in loan debt, somehow, thanks to lipscomb. i'm obviously going to have to get one for watkins. fuck, i hate money. i hate it so bad.
i hate saying that, too.
my father told me that when i meet the right girl, "i'll know". not sure whether to trust that one or not, in this day and age. the day my father met my mother, he told his friend that he was going to marry her.
i'm not even trying to start on the topic of marriage, but i just feel so weird right now. i haven't been in a real relationship in about a year and a half. maybe i'm just rusty. i don't know. it just doesn't feel right, and i hate leading people on.
why in god's name have i never listened to dave matthews?
Click to viewin other news, i start watkins in four days. i'm actually pretty nervous. i also found out today that i'm already almost $10,000 in loan debt, somehow, thanks to lipscomb. i'm obviously going to have to get one for watkins. fuck, i hate money. i hate it so bad.