photos and cigarettes
ARGH god help me I want a smoke. The craving would pass after a minute or two, but this last week they stay for hours, driving me crazy. I feel sorry for poor buggas who have to quit drugs, I would have to die with a needle in my vein because cigarettes are hard enough for me. I'M SO WEAK *sob*
But I haven't had any. I wish I could drown my cravings in chocolate, or cake, or even bread, but I haven't had that either.
It's like sleep deprivation - only I could end this insanity just by having a smoke or eating something bad. Insomnia you can't, you just have to hope that one day you'll become normal again.
Bloody torture. Man I'm a whinger.
JC
anyway excuse my little drama-queen attack there. I feel a little better now :D
I've been dabbling in photography again :D and I bought a new scanner so I was able to load some of my old pre-digital photos into the computer and much around with them. Here ye go if you'd like to have a look! http://vj-helm.deviantart.com/ I was quite happy with how they came out (they're just the ones on that page no need to look further into the gallery its rather boring lol). Also, there is a recent, most hideous picture of me (but it has my a.k.a on it so you're spared some of my nostradamusness) so there you go if you want to see who I am.
That is all!
But I haven't had any. I wish I could drown my cravings in chocolate, or cake, or even bread, but I haven't had that either.
It's like sleep deprivation - only I could end this insanity just by having a smoke or eating something bad. Insomnia you can't, you just have to hope that one day you'll become normal again.
Bloody torture. Man I'm a whinger.
JC
anyway excuse my little drama-queen attack there. I feel a little better now :D
I've been dabbling in photography again :D and I bought a new scanner so I was able to load some of my old pre-digital photos into the computer and much around with them. Here ye go if you'd like to have a look! http://vj-helm.deviantart.com/ I was quite happy with how they came out (they're just the ones on that page no need to look further into the gallery its rather boring lol). Also, there is a recent, most hideous picture of me (but it has my a.k.a on it so you're spared some of my nostradamusness) so there you go if you want to see who I am.
That is all!