Oct 15, 2009 23:28
It's "burrrr" freezing. Fall came on a like a creepster. It came on WAYYY too strong. Look bud, I do like you and all, but seriously, too strong. Honestly, back off. Give me some warmth not this faux fall crap. My toes are yelling at me and body parts are shivering. I wanted to use my new jacket, but not this early.
Hopefully it gets a tad toasty for the race Saturday. Toasty meaning... mid to high 40s. ;)
So apparently it was Homecoming on campus. Hah, apparently I don't pay attention or, wait, do I even care? School spirit I am for. Go Wolves and all, but meh, over it. I'm all for having fun and what not, but I'm also for getting my homework done, graduating, and going on to AA (hopefully! Keep your fingers crossed. Maybe Fall '11?).
Ever since I've started working in AA I've realized something. I prefer the radio over CDs, am a minute listener of music (meaning, I will listen to a song for about a minute, switch to another station/song, go back, decide I still don't want to listen to it, change it again, then go back to the original song), and enjoy morning radio talk shows. Ah.. I sound like an old lady. But that music changing thing has to be some sort of bad habit. Although when I am the passenger in Josh's car, it's hands off the radio. Oh fyi, I'm taking off 95.5 on your radio presets and putting some else on. You will enjoy it. You will enjoy those wonderful tunes I listen to. Remember, you like the music I like!
Grey's. All I have to say is WTF!?!?!?!? And I want to punch some people in the face, in particular Shonda. WTF. Seriously. Seriously!
My laptop is doing a semi-good job in keeping my thighs warm. Hmm.. maybe should make this a pre-race ritual. Using the laptop to warm up. What a waste of energy, but it's not my energy. Oh sigh... shame on me for even thinking of that!
I'm so close to graduating, it scares me. The most pure form of scary there is. I normally have things planned out. I know what I'm doing. As for what happens after getting my bachelor's, there's a large black question mark (font size 80.. haha you are laughing JJ.. I can see it!) that is just hanging in the sky, taunting me. It's laughing at me. I remember when I was about to graduate high school and I knew I was going to get my Bachelor's. Well I'm almost done, know I want to get my Master's, but I feel like I need a big dosage of adult life. I feel like I need a job first then figure out the direction I want to go in. I don't want to be wrong. School is all I've ever known, but I'm just not feeling it after almost 18 years of it. Gosh, my life is education. I've spent 6/7th of my life in a classroom. Wow... yet I still say and do silly things. I will keep you updated in all things school/grad school.
I miss my weird noise making, mountain bike loving boy. Sigh. So lonely...
Droopy eyelids rock my life. Ugh. Dark circles and eye bags will never be in.
*Side note.. has to be my new fave at the moment. Yay for JEW! Yes, just like that.
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school,
music,
grey's anatomy