Today, I'm a rollercoaster...
So yeah...stuck at work. Boring and dull, but I'm also mouthier than usual.
I just called a guy stupid...someone that gets offended slightly easy. And I said it with *absolutely* no thought. I'm saying things right now without any thought whatsoever. I said it and realized about five seconds later and said "What the hell?" I did this to someone else right before that, but he's a lot cooler than the other guy. I asked a convicted thief if he had just stole something/
My mom says its because of Shelly and the fact I haven't broke down yet. So she tells this to EVERYONE over and over in front of me. Pretty much trying to make me break down and cry. I finally teared up thanks to her and her constantly reminding me that my friend died and that I'm upset over it. Yes, I understand I'm putting up a facade of denial and emotions to ignore the larger problem.
*sighs* I wish she could stop trying to "help" me on this one....
I just called a guy stupid...someone that gets offended slightly easy. And I said it with *absolutely* no thought. I'm saying things right now without any thought whatsoever. I said it and realized about five seconds later and said "What the hell?" I did this to someone else right before that, but he's a lot cooler than the other guy. I asked a convicted thief if he had just stole something/
My mom says its because of Shelly and the fact I haven't broke down yet. So she tells this to EVERYONE over and over in front of me. Pretty much trying to make me break down and cry. I finally teared up thanks to her and her constantly reminding me that my friend died and that I'm upset over it. Yes, I understand I'm putting up a facade of denial and emotions to ignore the larger problem.
*sighs* I wish she could stop trying to "help" me on this one....