a day of pampering myself~
yep... i stayed home today to pamper the hell outta myself. im still not done...im just taking a break to update becuz i wasnt online all day. well...it is feeling good taking extra good care of myself today. i slepted in til 2:30. i counted my calories today. i took an hour long shower and like shaved and washed my face and that fun stuff. wow i am feeling so good right now. i have like so much more to do! woot go me.
yesterday wasnt a good day. lol... omg...got drunk,got depressed from getting drunk, got depressed from something that happened...and to top it all of... i burnted my pizza and my hand so i cryed. lol but it felt good to cry. i wasnt crying bcuz of the pizza though... i was crying about everything... and i havent cryed since the hospital so it felt so good to cry.lol.so now i am feeling better. still a lil sad... but am thinking of happy things..lol ok that sounds corney but hey what else am i going to do u know.
umm...i had a good dream last night.
dude im werid. but i have to say this. today there were 2 flowers in my moms garden. one as dead and the other one wasnt. i was looking at both of them. one had so much spirit and was alive. and the other was nothing.i dont know there is life in like everything. and then i related the flowers to me and how i use to be when i was sick. i had no spirit... i was sick and depressed and u couldnt see my beuty... but now u can now i have spirit...even on my sad days i hav spirit becuz i always know that the saddness wont last forever.
so yea....comment ya'll
yesterday wasnt a good day. lol... omg...got drunk,got depressed from getting drunk, got depressed from something that happened...and to top it all of... i burnted my pizza and my hand so i cryed. lol but it felt good to cry. i wasnt crying bcuz of the pizza though... i was crying about everything... and i havent cryed since the hospital so it felt so good to cry.lol.so now i am feeling better. still a lil sad... but am thinking of happy things..lol ok that sounds corney but hey what else am i going to do u know.
umm...i had a good dream last night.
dude im werid. but i have to say this. today there were 2 flowers in my moms garden. one as dead and the other one wasnt. i was looking at both of them. one had so much spirit and was alive. and the other was nothing.i dont know there is life in like everything. and then i related the flowers to me and how i use to be when i was sick. i had no spirit... i was sick and depressed and u couldnt see my beuty... but now u can now i have spirit...even on my sad days i hav spirit becuz i always know that the saddness wont last forever.
so yea....comment ya'll